relaxmax という名前をもらって初めて撮った写真。
This is the first photo I took as “relaxmax”.
モロッコではじめて「これから写真を撮っていこう！」って思った。
Morocco is where I decided to be a photographer…
それまで「旅をして、写真を撮ること」自体は
５年はつづけていたけれど(96年、20歳の時にberlin LOVE PARADEに行こう！ってはじめて旅して以来）
写真家、photographer に「なりたい」と思ったことなかった。
「ただ写真を撮っていた」
NIKONのちっちゃいオートのカメラで９６年のベルリンラブパレードを撮影した。
モロッコに行く時には、もうCANONのIXYに変わっていた。
（後、オリンパスの白い皮っぽいボディのカワイイカメラも持っていた気がする)
I never thought of “BEING” a photographer…
I just kept traveling (on and off) for 5 years ( since 1996, my first ever traveling alone in Europe for Love Parade ’96) and releasing the shutter … ( I’be been traveling with NIKON small camera, and CANON IXY)
彼らが名付け親。
They are the children who gave me my name “relaxmax” …!
It’s tranquile here… relaxmax ここは静かだ、、、relaxmax
砂漠から満月が昇ってくるのを一緒に眺めていた夜に出会った彼ら、どうもありがとう。
Thank you for watching moon rise from the dessert with me!
一緒にムーンライズを眺めた彼ら。
This is before I got the name “relaxmax”.
In Essaouira, 2001/12 (CANON IXY)
Something never change…I always love taking picture into the Sun!
5 HIKARI SASU
7 KURAMA NO YAMA NI
5 OCHI TSUBAKI
7 UCHU WO NOZOMU
7 EIEN NO HARU
鞍馬のお山にある与謝野晶子の書斎には
Relaxmaxの写真
鞍馬の春 2017
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スペイン語は
えんてぃえんど えすぱにょーる
ぽきーと
なので！^_^
自動翻訳で英語にして読んだ！^_^
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Que no me juzgues.
Recuerdo la primera vez que te conté mis temores, mis miedos, mis fracasos… cuanto te conté mis errores más grandes, los que aun en día me atormentan y tú simplemente me aceptaste, empática, sencilla…
Eres la mujer más sencillamente hermosa que he conocido, hasta que te aleje de mí.
Cambiaste con creces.
Siempre pensé que yo te retenía, que te impedía salir de tu crisálida y echaras a volar.
Siempre pensé que era yo, y por eso, te deje.
Y ahora cuando llego a toparme contigo o verte de lejos te desconozco y de todo corazón pienso “JODER, ESPERO QUE AQUELLA CHICA QUE YO CONOCÍ, SIGA AHÍ”; esa joya en bruto que ame y sigo amando.
Que amarga es la nostalgia. ¿No crees?
Thank You MessageDear Brothers and Sisters,Thank you for your warm greetings on my 90th birthday. I very much appreciate your kind gesture.The 90th birthday is conventionally considered an important milestone in one’s life. I have dedicated myself to spreading the message of compassion and kindness, which I believe is the basis for peace and happiness in this world, and will continue doing so.As I often tell my friends and well-wishers, I would request you to join me in this effort, to be warm-hearted and to lead a meaningful life in the service of others; that will be the best birthday gift to me.I feel my life has been of some benefit to people across the world, and I dedicate the rest of my time to the service of others.Thank you and with my good wishes,Dalai Lama10 July 2025
“Here today we have representatives of gods and human beings gathering the auspicious circumstances for my long life, making your prayers intensely and sincerely. On my part it is clear that I have a connection to Avalokiteshvara. Ever since I was a child I’ve felt I had this connection and I have been able to serve the Buddha Dharma and the beings of Tibet. I still hope to live to be more than 130 years old.
“In China I met with Mao Zedong who told me that religion is poison. I didn’t respond, but I felt compassion for him. Later, I met Nehru. Throughout my life I’ve met people who had an interest in religion and those who did not. Of course, people have different mental dispositions, different inclinations and interests, as is clearly stated in our scriptures. This is quite natural.
“So, we need to engage in methods to bring about happiness and alleviate their sufferings that accord with people’s mental dispositions. Even those with no religious belief strive to be happy and avoid suffering. Modern scientists don’t talk much about religion, but they too seek to be happy and without suffering. Everyone does their best to be happy and to avoid misery. We Tibetans don’t want to suffer we want to be happy.
“We have lived in Tibet for centuries. We have prayed to Jowo Lokeshvara, Jo Yisshin Norbu and created collective karma. We, myself included, had to flee our country. And although we are physically separate, deep in my heart I always remain faithful to Jowo Lokeshvara. We all know that Avalokiteshvara gives his blessings. I have received clear indications that his blessings are here with me.
“As soon as I wake up in the morning, I make a prayer and reflect on bodhichitta in order to fulfil the aims of myself and others. In this way I generate the mind of awakening. I always intend and pray to be able to benefit all beings, including animals. For the last many years, Avalokiteshvara had been there on the crown of my head. I feel his blessings are always there and fall upon me.
“Human beings like you make offerings for my long life. Your dedication is unshakable and single pointed. During the cultural revolution in China, they made collective efforts which gave them strength. For us too, if we maintain our single-pointed faith in Avalokiteshvara and make supplications to him, it will yield results. I too will make such prayers.
“I came from Dhomey, the north-eastern part of Tibet and when I review the various prophecies, I feel I have the blessings of Avalokiteshvara and I’ve done my best so far. And I hope to live for another 30 or 40 years more.
“We’ve lost our country and live in exile in India, but I’ve been able to benefit beings. Living here in Dharamsala I intend to benefit beings and the Dharma as much as I can. I visualize Avalokiteshvara on the crown of my head and I trust in him. You too should make prayers to Avalokiteshvara.
“The essence of the Buddha Dharma is bodhichitta. We make this prayer—to fulfil the aims of myself and others I generate the mind of awakening. You should do that too. That’s all, thank you.”
Avalokiteshvara had been there on the crown of my head. I feel his blessings are always there and fall upon me.
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https://fb.watch/AE-cBX_Bqa/
(リンクは開いて^_^)
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90th Birthday Message
On the occasion of my 90th birthday, I understand that well-wishers and friends in many places, including Tibetan communities, are gathering for celebrations. I particularly appreciate the fact that many of you are using the occasion to engage in initiatives that highlight the importance of compassion, warm-heartedness, and altruism.
I am just a simple Buddhist monk; I don’t normally engage in birthday celebrations. However, since you are organizing events focused on my birthday I wish to share some thoughts.
While it is important to work for material development, it is vital to focus on achieving peace of mind through cultivating a good heart and by being compassionate, not just toward near and dear ones, but toward everyone. Through this, you will contribute to making the world a better place.
As for myself, I will continue to focus on my commitments of promoting human values, religious harmony, drawing attention to the ancient Indian wisdom which explains the workings of mind and emotions, and Tibetan culture and heritage, which has so much potential to contribute to the world through its emphasis on peace of mind and compassion.
I develop determination and courage in my daily life through the teachings of the Buddha and Indian masters such as Shantideva, whose following aspiration I strive to uphold.
As long as space endures,
As long as sentient being remain,
Until then, may I too remain
To dispel the miseries of the world.
Thank you for using the opportunity of my birthday to cultivate peace of mind and compassion.
Mickley considers seashells as a “gift” from the earth and will “gift“ them to visitors. Once shelters for living creatures, seashells are a symbol of dreams as well as a metaphor for wishes. The artist who greets you at the exhibition will share something with you through the gift exchange of a shell. It may be thoughts of the distant sea, or daydreams of time floating through faraway places.
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Pet Sounds
1966
Wouldn’t It Be Nice
The Beach Boys
Wouldn′t it be nice if we were older?
Then we wouldn’t have to wait so long
And wouldn′t it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong?
You know it’s gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together
Wouldn’t it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through?
chorus
Happy times together we′ve been spending
I wish that every kiss was never ending
Wouldn′t it be nice?
verse
Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray
It might come true (run, run with you)
Baby, then there wouldn’t be a single thing we couldn′t do
We could be married (we could be married)
And then we’d be happy (and then we′d be happy)
Oh, wouldn’t it be nice?
You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But let′s talk about it
Wouldn’t it be nice?
outro
Good night, my baby
Sleep tight, my baby
Good night, my baby
Sleep tight, my baby
Writer(s): Brian Douglas Wilson, Mike E. Love, Tony Asher
that tiny quantum systems exhibit time symmetry, meaning they can produce two opposing arrows of time. Even when embedded in a vast environment, their equations remain unchanged whether time flows forward or backward. This groundbreaking research challenges our everyday perception of time. This breakthrough offers insights into quantum mechanics and time.
Our results may reflect on the formulations of the arrow of time in thermodynamics, cosmology, and quantum mechanics.
May
なのか。。。
the arrow of time
そもそも
誰が一番最初に
「それ」について
(Natureに？ 論文とか書いた人なんだろ？)
時間の「矢」！
AI による概要
The “arrow of time” refers to the perceived unidirectional flow of time, from past to future, despite the underlying laws of physics seemingly allowing for time to flow in either direction
A huge chunk of a glacier in the Swiss Alps broke off, causing a deluge of ice, mud and rock that buried most of a mountain village that had been evacuated due to the risk of a rockslide https://reut.rs/3Z4Mtf5
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Manuka honey has gained attention for its potential anti-cancer properties. Studies, including those conducted at institutions like UCLA and others published in peer-reviewed journals (e.g., PLOS ONE, Frontiers in Oncology), have shown that:
Manuka honey can inhibit the growth of breast cancer cells—especially ER-positive and triple-negative types.
It works by inducing apoptosis (programmed cell death) in cancer cells.
It doesn’t harm healthy cells significantly, making it less toxic compared to traditional treatments.
When combined with tamoxifen (an anti-estrogen drug), Manuka honey enhances the therapeutic effect.
In animal studies (e.g., mice models), Manuka honey reduced tumor size and estrogen receptor expression, potentially through its anti-inflammatory and antioxidant properties.
However, these findings are preliminary. More clinical trials in humans are needed before it can be recommended as a mainstream cancer treatment.
I seal the timelessness… with my camera
私は永遠の一瞬を封印する
To search the heavens
約束の場所を探して
Into the lights
ひかりのなかへ
Into the groove!
きせきのなかへ
It’s alright, Time is on our side
大丈夫、天はこっちの味方
Visions
夢見たヴィジョン
Other Voices, Other Rooms
遠い声、遠い部屋
In Our Heart…
私たちの心のなか
Party is a machine
パーティはいまを飛び越えるマシン、、、
to see the visions of the future
to see the miracles
Take me to another land
どこかへ連れていって どこか別の土地へ
I Knew where the miracles is 私はきせきの在り処をしっていた うつくしい予言
I remember new spell あたらしい魔法を思い出した
Inside every man lives the seed of a flower
If he looks within he finds beauty and power
誰もがそういった花の種をもっている
自分の内側を探せば、美しさと力がみつかる
I seal the timelessness…with my camera
私は永遠の一瞬を封印する
to spread love and joy fate and hope
to people forlorn
愛と喜びと、運命そして希望を
孤独な人に届けるため
そのとき、その場所に居合わせた奇跡について
変化し続ける日々の中で
記憶の中ではもう遠くなってしまって
本当にあったことなのかな？
って思ってしまう様な事も永遠の中に封じ込める
(All is distant memories
in our ever changing world
Was it really happen to our life?
I seal timelessness with my camera.
It’s miracle to be
”HERE AND NOW” )
“Parties in Other Rooms by relaxmax”
遠い記憶のなかの愛すべきパーティ達
また戻りたいなって思う場所は
いくつかあるけれど
もうそこへ行くことはできないかももしれないって思うと
あのとき
あの場所でみた風景は
かけがえのないものに思えてくる
わたしたちはそういった奇跡の中生きている
(We wanna go back many places
but We knew some places might be hard to go back again…
We knew
What We saw
What We shared
What We felt
are so important, so irre——
We live in those miracles)
“Other Voices”
Trying to remember the shapes and the Groove
このGroove 軌跡をきざみつづけた
In other rooms
遠い部屋のなか
To come back here again
いつかまた ここへ戻るため
I remember Other Voices
思い出す
In Other rooms
声が聞こえる
All they said was TRUE
語られていたのは
すべて本当のこと
Tune in with smiles
笑顔でtune in し
Release your soul
魂を解き放て
Trails, Beauty
うつくしい軌跡
Living here by Miracles
私たちは奇跡のなか生きている
We are eye witness
私たちは目撃者だった
Who is happy?
それはここに集うみんな
With the tone of past and present
現在の音と過去の音で
Walk into the future
未来へと導かれる
…and We meet up here again
いつかまたここで奇跡に再会するため
To see miracles
Answered Prayer
願い事の叶う世界に生きること
Life is full of miracles
うつくしい予言に満ちた世界
Ready for the picnic with Dandelion Wine
たんぽぽのお酒のじゅんびはできた
On the way to Dance in summer field
サマーフィールドの舞踏会はもうすぐはじまる
To find the black bird you’ve never seen in October sky
見たこともない黒い鳥が
ふと見上げた１０月の青空をよこぎっていくような
Timelessness
分割された永遠の一瞬
Life is full of Miracles
私たちの世界は
うつくしい予言にあふれている
Warmth for the people forlorn
孤独な人の冷えた魂を暖めるあたたかさ
Paint the world with Dream Spell
このアイロニカルな世界を
夢見る力でぬりかえる
時間をかけて、年月を超えて届く魔法
I’m loving this music
この音楽を愛している
I’m feeling FREE
解放されて自由なかんじ
Have you heard
Other voices from Other rooms?
目が覚めて、ああいい夢を見たと思うこと
Wake up and find that We were in the sweetest dreams
Have you enjoyed my parties?
私のパーティ、楽しかった？
I’m stepping out the door…
私はドアから出て行く
I don’t care if you call it prayer or fate
それを祈りとよんでも運命とよんでもかまわない
At the sign that a new time is born
あたらしい時間がうまれた
世界はうつくしい予言に満ちている
Life is full of Miracles
Parties in Other Rooms (2006)
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Thank you for considering my submissions!
My artworks
Are
WORDS and POEM
LOST IN 96
Parties in Other Rooms (in English and Japanese)
iPhone photo of FLYER
TURNMILLS
HEAVENLY SOCIAL 96
(The Chemical Bros resident
Andy Weatherall (RIP)
Bobby Gillespie from Primal Scream)
These photos are
Part of my work
“parties in other rooms” project
And fax copied
magazine photo (TIME OUT or something?) which I copied with my FAX!!! (haha! It’s 90s!) and I pasted it onto my PHOTO BOOK NOTE from my first ever solo travel abroad in 96!
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MY WORDS
And
POEM
(Is also part of my artwork
So I thought it’s better to mention)
Visions
夢見たヴィジョン
Other Voices, Other Rooms
遠い声、遠い部屋
In Our Heart…
私たちの心のなか
Party is a machine
パーティはいまを飛び越えるマシン、、、
to see the visions of the future
to see the miracles
I was at plastic people
Theo was playing
I really liked his smile! (You’ve already seen on internet?), record in his hands, while he was playing last tune of the night!
I LOVE PLASTIC PEOPLE
… but I guess the photo is not at VA! It’s in OUR HERTS!
Do you remember those miracle nights?
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LOST IN 96
I was 20
And
My first ever clubbing in UK.
Just after
Love Parade weekend in Berlin:)
(Tresor LOVE PARK : DETROIT is everywhere)
!
“LOST”
I never got,
I was somewhere I’ve never been.
Quiet station midnight!
Is there really club around here?
I was scared and decided to head back:(
I never got
“LOST” where Steve Bicknell was playing… if anybody was there, could you tell me what he was playing?
( don’t know if somebody took photo there?)
Then
next day was
LOST VENUE : Turnmills
Where
Weatherall (RIP!) and Bobby Gillespie from Primal Scream
Were playing!
Bobby was playing 7 inches (he packed his 7inches in his sports bag! :)
I’ve got some photo but (… ah… no film? Or print was stolen :( anyway! )
I was there!
So I’ve got Flyers :)
Heavenly Social where
The Chemical brothers were residents.
Godzilla movie in chill out room
And
Some TV games around
So…
Here’s flyer!
HEAVENLY SOCIAL 96
(You might notice it’s FAKE one?
Like Banksy’s fake bank note? Or Fake Existencilism which relaxmax had stolen REAL BOOK:( she read in Bristol Green Leaf Book shop in 2002
Many REAL ones had already stollen
And
Of course,
When I wanted to see my Photos from LONDON CLUBS back in 96…
It’s already gone !
Plastic People one
( ah that night was fantastic!
you’ve seen it on my Flickr?)
Or
Another night
relaxmax and Plastic People Speaker !
I asked RSD to take selfie of relaxmax with speaker …:) … but JOKER just jumped in my photo!
(RAMADANMAN was also there!
2008 after OUTLOOK,
Ah TAXI SAV san was also!)
FWD night !
(You want to see photo?
You might remember my flickr haha!
Prob you can’t find at VA museum)
“Relaxmax and JOKER and SPEAKER at FWD 2008
With Plastic people speaker! funktion-one haha!)”
You know what I mean?
Some relaxmax’s party photos, you’ve already seen them on internet!
(… you can imagine !
I guess no photo in VA museum haha!
Just my words!
And
Your Brain! … memories!)
Ah!
CARGO 2005
Banksy wall
(Fresh paint 2 days old!
Poodle and cop
Guess some remember that?)
…
So here is my flyer
LOST IN ’96
HEAVENLY SOCIAL
(I guess The Chemical bros might know this is 偽フライヤー 偽顔！)
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POEM
parties in other rooms
Parties in Other Rooms (2006)
Lov is what we need
私たちは愛を探していた
I was an eye witness … Lost and found
私は目撃者だった
I seal the timelessness… with my camera
私は永遠の一瞬を封印する
To search the heavens
約束の場所を探して
Into the lights
ひかりのなかへ
Into the groove!
きせきのなかへ
It’s alright, Time is on our side
大丈夫、天はこっちの味方
Visions
夢見たヴィジョン
Other Voices, Other Rooms
遠い声、遠い部屋
In Our Heart…
私たちの心のなか
Party is a machine
パーティはいまを飛び越えるマシン、、、
to see the visions of the future
to see the miracles
Take me to another land
どこかへ連れていって どこか別の土地へ
I Knew where the miracles is 私はきせきの在り処をしっていた うつくしい予言 I remember new spell あたらしい魔法を思い出した
Inside every man lives the seed of a flower
If he looks within he finds beauty and power
誰もがそういった花の種をもっている
自分の内側を探せば、美しさと力がみつかる
I seal the timelessness…with my camera
私は永遠の一瞬を封印する
to spread love and joy fate and hope
to people forlorn
愛と喜びと、運命そして希望を
孤独な人に届けるため
(We wanna go back many places
but We knew some places might be hard to go back again…
We knew
What We saw
What We shared
What We felt
are so important, so irre——
We live in those miracles)
“Other Voices”
Trying to remember the shapes and the Groove
このGroove 軌跡をきざみつづけた
In other rooms
遠い部屋のなか
To come back here again
いつかまた ここへ戻るため
I remember Other Voices
思い出す
In Other rooms
声が聞こえる
All they said was TRUE
語られていたのは
すべて本当のこと
Tune in with smiles
笑顔でtune in し
Release your soul
魂を解き放て
Trails, Beauty
うつくしい軌跡
Living here by Miracles
私たちは奇跡のなか生きている
We are eye witness
私たちは目撃者だった
Who is happy?
それはここに集うみんな
With the tone of past and present
現在の音と過去の音で
Walk into the future
未来へと導かれる
…and We meet up here again
いつかまたここで奇跡に再会するため
To see miracles
Answered Prayer
願い事の叶う世界に生きること
Life is full of miracles
うつくしい予言に満ちた世界
Ready for the picnic with Dandelion Wine
たんぽぽのお酒のじゅんびはできた
On the way to Dance in summer field
サマーフィールドの舞踏会はもうすぐはじまる
To find the black bird you’ve never seen in October sky
見たこともない黒い鳥が
ふと見上げた１０月の青空をよこぎっていくような
Timelessness
分割された永遠の一瞬
Life is full of Miracles
私たちの世界は
うつくしい予言にあふれている
Warmth for the people forlorn
孤独な人の冷えた魂を暖めるあたたかさ
Paint the world with Dream Spell
このアイロニカルな世界を
夢見る力でぬりかえる
時間をかけて、年月を超えて届く魔法
I’m loving this music
この音楽を愛している
I’m feeling FREE
解放されて自由なかんじ
Have you heard
Other voices from Other rooms?
目が覚めて、ああいい夢を見たと思うこと
Wake up and find that We were in the sweetest dreams
Have you enjoyed my parties?
私のパーティ、楽しかった？
I’m stepping out the door…
私はドアから出て行く
I don’t care if you call it prayer or fate
それを祈りとよんでも運命とよんでもかまわない
At the sign that a new time is born
あたらしい時間がうまれた
世界はうつくしい予言に満ちている
Life is full of Miracles
− A woman claims a ghost gave her a chilling prediction — the world will end soon
Her TikTok video is going viral as people debate whether it’s a warning or pure madness
Full story and jaw-dropping reactions in comments
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SOONかー
ゴースト？
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(20 some years ではなく？)
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あれって
26
17から？
それで2043？
だったかな？
(そこまでSOONではない)
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でも変わった！
終わる世界においての
「変化」とは？
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スイスでも、、、
海の氷河
だけでなく？
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A huge chunk of a glacier in the Swiss Alps broke off, causing a deluge of ice, mud and rock that buried most of a mountain village that had been evacuated due to the risk of a rockslide https://reut.rs/3Z4Mtf5
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気候
雲どっちから？
(ザポロジエ以降って
スイスにどんな影響あったの？
降雨
降雪
氷河は？
空気は？)
スイス
あの村 ブラッテン村
土砂崩れ
(そういや鞍馬も
季節外れの大型台風10月、そして水害、、、電車が止まって温泉は経営が変わった
電車何年止まったの？？？)
氷河崩壊の瞬間を
「FB」でたまたまネット越しに見る、日本、大阪
2025/7/6
90歳になるというラマさま
彼がこちらを見ている
あの目
レンズ越しのラマ様
ご挨拶してシャッター切ったのは
もう14年は前の話。。。
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高野山
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He has said that his successor will be born in a free country, indicating that the next Dalai Lama could come from among Tibetan exiles, who number about 140,000, half of them in India. He has also said that his successor could be an adult, and not necessarily a man
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After the 10th Panchen Lama, as Tibet’s second highest spiritual figure is known, died in 1989, the boy whom the Dalai Lama recognized as the successor went missing in Tibet when he was 6. He has not been seen
“The Dalai Lama has been out of his house and country for 65 years, and that has already created a great sense of pain, anger, frustration and disappointment among the Tibetans inside Tibet,” said Tenzin Tsundue, a Tibetan activist and poet. “This will, you know, burst into volcano.”
But the Trump administration has cut aid, including millions of dollars meant to help build the capacity of Tibetan institutions. Questions now also hover over India’s strong support of Tibetans, as New Delhi has remained silent over the succession question while navigating fraught relations with Beijing.
トランプさんと
中国
どのぐらい
仲いいの？
かな
−
鉄塔と聖地
中国とチベット密教 チベットのLAND
−
後継者
いなくなるの？
霧？
「事故」
ライシさん
最高指導者は89
ラマさまは
90歳になるという
(120歳まで！^_^
−
「さあ、終わりにしよう」
ナルニア国でアスランが言う
−
17歳のrelaxmax
海に投げ捨てられた角笛の音
−
それを
「この世界の」終わりに響かせる！
現実世界のサンダーとして
すでに聞いたNYの人たち
あの自由の女神に、
「すでに落ちた、雷」
−
量子コンピューティング的な
すでに落ちたNYの「あの雷」
自由の女神は
去年の話？
-
そして1ヶ月も！知らなかった
WILD FIRE
「あっち」でも？ 雷が、、、
−
TEENAGE melon and ? メランコリー？
それより
きりのないロマンティシズムを！
−
彼の声がする
彼は生きているということ！
ハンコック！
−
None of my music and dreams wouldn’t have been possible without guidance of…
−
会っておきたい人、ハンコック
彼は生きているということ
ドーナツトークと青い空
コーヒーテーブルとブルーベルベット
そしてローズ
−
ハンコックは言う
“I’m not accepting this
not only for myself
but also
on the behalf of all the dreamers and musicians
who dare to believe that
creativity and human connections
can
change the world.
None of my music and dreams
would have been possible
without invaluable guidance of…
my first teacher Mrs. Jordan and Miles Davis my best friend
Wayne shorter ….”
Music is our foot print of
our shared stories
the pass towards a more compassionate world
Jazz
It’s about expressing yourself
while
uplifting voices around you”
彼の言葉
意味のある言葉
彼の人生から出た言葉
生きているということ
学び
Listen together
一緒に「聴く」ということ
「together」に達成するなにかがJAZZという音楽
彼はいう
younger generation のことを
未来の、、、(リーダー？ )
−
未来があると思える
彼の言葉と音楽
-
意味のない言葉を
繰り返すだろう
向こうの見えない
花束のよう
甘いニヒリズムが笑う時にも
And Love and Dreams for All
可笑しいほど
いつもただ
すれ違うことが
セオリー
I used to be here
singing 讃美歌
reading 聖書
in my 大阪女学院 high school uniform:)
I wanted to be like “みんな=everyone”
I know
I’m different from others
I am ME
We never understand each other
If We are in same uniforms,
I am so different from
what “We=
みんな ふつう 生理がある teenage girl ” are
So
Different body
I have
as teenage girl without blood
分かり合えやしないってことだけを
わかりあうのさ
Teenager によくあること！
暗い夜に
痛いほど目を閉じた僕ら
What was “Dark night” kind of thing for Teenage girl ME?
I knew
I Can’t BE
“just like NORMAL girl”
If I wear high school uniform,
I kind of knew that
I look like “みんな=
Everyone “
That kind of my HIGH SCOOL DAYS
17,
I had sex check (DNA, I am FEMALE but no blood!) and started to take medication
Sure,
I am Okay NOW!
I love myself
I love my body as it is
ACCEPTANCE
でも
今は平気さ
-
I was kind of serious
I wanted to know
WHAT is meaning of LIFE? (With my body without blood)
I couldn’t find the meanings
as TEENAGE melancholy…( just LIKE YOU! Haha!)
There’s no meaning
To LIVE
(…
nihilism
In
TEEN BODY without blood )
TO be a GIRL without blood
And I survived
I accepted something really difficult to accept
TO LIVE as it is
TO LOVE myself
TO LOVE my teenage body without blood…
-
I am different
I am relaxmax
I LOVE my body
I LOVE what I am
I will be 50 next year,
Still
I sometimes find myself
Like… I am 17
−
17
I was reading a lot
I liked my LIBRARY at Osaka Jogakuin high school
I tried to find
“MY BOOK!”
… dates, when I first met my SPECIAL book in high school library…but probably all books has gone …( something new! Not the one I read :()
CIEN Años
Locked Room
Narnias
Newromancer
Or…
Now I’m writing
“JUST A CYBERPUNK 満月 full moon”
Some novels and musics are I came across when I was high school girl…
feels strange to go back to my high school where I spent somewhat difficult my teenage as BODY LIKE CHILDREN (=原発性無月経 I never had first period so no blood at all… no under hair or…)
I used to be
大阪女学院high school student
just like “みんな=everyone”!
-
I wanted to be like “みんな=everyone”
School girls in their uniforms like “みんな=everyone”
What is “NORMAL” ふつう？
What is “みんな=normal”?
I know
I’m different from others
−
I am ME
We never understand each other
If We are in same uniforms,
I am so different from
what “We= みんな ふつう 生理がある teenage girl ” are.
−
So
Different body
I have
as teenage girl without blood
分かり合えやしないってことだけを
わかりあうのさ
−
Teenager によくあること！
−
暗い夜に
痛いほど目を閉じた僕ら
What was “Dark night” kind of thing for Teenage girl ME?
−
I knew
I Can’t BE
“just like NORMAL girl”
If I wear high school uniform,
I kind of knew that
I look like “みんな=Everyone “
That kind of my HIGH SCOOL DAYS
−
17,
I had sex check (DNA, I am FEMALE but no blood!) and started to take medication.
-
Sure,
I am Okay NOW!
I love myself
I love my body as it is
ACCEPTANCE
でも
今は平気さ
-
I was kind of serious
I wanted to know
WHAT is meaning of LIFE? (With my body without blood)
-
I couldn’t find the meanings
as TEENAGE melancholy…( just LIKE YOU! Haha!)
-
There’s no meaning
To LIVE
(…
nihilism
In
TEEN BODY without blood )
-
TO be a GIRL without blood
-
And I survived
I accepted something really difficult to accept
-
TO LIVE as it is
TO LOVE myself
TO LOVE my teenage body without blood…
-
I am different
I am relaxmax
I LOVE my body
I LOVE what I am
-
I will be 50 next year,
Still
I sometimes find myself
Like… I am 17
-
GIRL as 50
-
17
I was reading a lot
I liked my LIBRARY at Osaka Jogakuin high school (THANK YOU MAMA! I love YOU!)
I tried to find
“MY BOOK!”
… dates, when I first met my SPECIAL book in high school library…but probably all books had gone …( something new! Not the one I read :()
CIEN Años
Rocked Room
Narnias
Newromancer
Or…
-
Now I’m writing
“JUST A CYBERPUNK 満月 full moon”
in this novel I cited a lot…some novels and musics are…I came across when I was high school girl…:)
