My father hit mom and she lost her teeth and blood… and…
I didn’t see it coz I was staying friend’s house… only my sis and mom and FATHER… and it happened that night. I just heard the story… mom was trying to escape from my father and … she run into sis’s room… (she can lock). My father is not violent … but ONLY THAT NIGHT… it happened. They drunk a bit but i guess not too much. (My father was drinking at mama’s bar and they came back home… ) After their divorce, they were trying to get back together but it didn’t happen that way…)
I really liked my father but he was always not AT HOME! (… so I was thinking I had no father …)
MY FATHER is always NOT AT HOME! (coz my parents are divorced)
Last time I met my father was when I was 16… then I didn’t see my father for 19!!!! years!
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I wanted but…
My mom didn’t want me to meet him! (after he hit her, she was scared…)
I asked couple of times but my mom didn’t give me my father’s phone number…
I remember… when I was 20 (SEIJIN ritual of ASDULT in Japan was 20! :) , and… when I was 27 … ( I was living in Bristol so it was difficult to meet my father… ( didn’t know when I could come back to JP… so I wanted to meet my father and show my husband!) and…
I didn’t see it happened THAT NIGHT! (I was away) … so! I really wanted to meet My father… I know I really liked my father coz he was always not with ME!
When my mom was in hospital for her heart disease, I decided I wanted to see my father… coz I didn’t want to meet him for his funeral (for the first and the last one to meet my father…:( ) I was smoking at hospital (talking with my sis ), and asked my sis if she wanted to meet father… answer was …(she didn’t want to…)
My sis saw my mom’s blood THAT NIGHT so… it was her decision NOT TO MEET FATHER. I guess she didn’t have much memory of FATHER … this is another reason why! (My parents divorced when my sis was 0! (and I was 4…)
In the MOVIE (my novel my poem! 2人のママン!),
I was thinking of my sister
when I was writing this …” xxxxxxx(i’ll show you later where!)”
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HIS WORD in the movie
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My sis cried at father’s funeral, she didn’t know if she cry… She was thinking she didn’t have any feeling at all towards father but…