feels strange to go back to my high school where I spent somewhat difficult my teenage as BODY LIKE CHILDREN (=原発性無月経 I never had first period so no blood at all… no under hair or…)
I used to be
大阪女学院high school student
just like “みんな=everyone”!
-
I wanted to be like “みんな=everyone”
School girls in their uniforms like “みんな=everyone”
What is “NORMAL” ふつう？
What is “みんな=normal”?
I know
I’m different from others
−
I am ME
We never understand each other
If We are in same uniforms,
I am so different from
what “We= みんな ふつう 生理がある teenage girl ” are.
−
So
Different body
I have
as teenage girl without blood
分かり合えやしないってことだけを
わかりあうのさ
−
Teenager によくあること！
−
暗い夜に
痛いほど目を閉じた僕ら
What was “Dark night” kind of thing for Teenage girl ME?
−
I knew
I Can’t BE
“just like NORMAL girl”
If I wear high school uniform,
I kind of knew that
I look like “みんな=Everyone “
That kind of my HIGH SCOOL DAYS
−
17,
I had sex check (DNA, I am FEMALE but no blood!) and started to take medication.
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Sure,
I am Okay NOW!
I love myself
I love my body as it is
ACCEPTANCE
でも
今は平気さ
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I was kind of serious
I wanted to know
WHAT is meaning of LIFE? (With my body without blood)
-
I couldn’t find the meanings
as TEENAGE melancholy…( just LIKE YOU! Haha!)
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There’s no meaning
To LIVE
(…
nihilism
In
TEEN BODY without blood )
-
TO be a GIRL without blood
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And I survived
I accepted something really difficult to accept
-
TO LIVE as it is
TO LOVE myself
TO LOVE my teenage body without blood…
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I am different
I am relaxmax
I LOVE my body
I LOVE what I am
-
I will be 50 next year,
Still
I sometimes find myself
Like… I am 17
-
GIRL as 50
-
17
I was reading a lot
I liked my LIBRARY at Osaka Jogakuin high school (THANK YOU MAMA! I love YOU!)
I tried to find
“MY BOOK!”
… dates, when I first met my SPECIAL book in high school library…but probably all books had gone …( something new! Not the one I read :()
CIEN Años
Rocked Room
Narnias
Newromancer
Or…
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Now I’m writing
“JUST A CYBERPUNK 満月 full moon”
in this novel I cited a lot…some novels and musics are…I came across when I was high school girl…:)
(If you want to read in English, use auto translate pls!)
A new study from the University of Surrey shows that tiny quantum systems exhibit time symmetry, meaning they can produce two opposing arrows of time. Even when embedded in a vast environment, their equations remain unchanged whether time flows forward or backward. This groundbreaking research challenges our everyday perception of time. This breakthrough offers insights into quantum mechanics and time.
Our results may reflect on the formulations of the arrow of time in thermodynamics, cosmology, and quantum mechanics.
May
なのか。。。
the arrow of time
そもそも
誰が一番最初に
それについて
(Natureに？ 論文とか書いた人なんだろ？)
時間の矢
AI による概要
The “arrow of time” refers to the perceived unidirectional flow of time, from past to future, despite the underlying laws of physics seemingly allowing for time to flow in either direction
He was such a beautiful man
And
He would definitely be missed
The world loves him and
The world is much better place
because of Roy Ayers
−
ラジオでは、、、
初めてこの曲を聴いた時のことは覚えていないな
いつのまにか知っていた
たぶん
誰かがフロアでかけてたのか
(ラジオならジャイルス？ それさえも、、、)
いつ初めて聴いたんだろう？
この曲
Everybody loves the sunshine recorded it
at Electric Lady studios
in New York
on a hot summer day
−
Are you enjoying life?
“I’m enjoying life.
Life is wonderful.”
-
keep your head to the sky
gravity towards…
When asked about his genre-hopping approach to music, Ayers said: “I don’t think I’m really so unique. What we call ‘soul’ has been around a long time. It comes out of a particular culture that is African in origin, but influenced by 250 years of slavery, as well as other forms of racial oppression.
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アメリカATACMS 10発
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ロシアwiped out a Ukrainian MiG-29 fighter jet
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ロシア nuclear drills
フランスSCALP cruise missiles to strike deep inside Russia
アメリカJASSM ballistic missiles to Ukraine for strikes on Moscow!! range up to 900 km
-
after several long range strikes by NATO against Russia!
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そして
マッハ10か。。。
(24H？)
we have a supply of such systems ready for you
-
The Orešnik ballistic missile ascends into space at a speed of 13,000 km/h. There is no counter weapon that can stop it. Fascinating spectacle…
Kaliningrad ベルリン ワルシャワAll the Baltics パリ ブカレスト プラハ アメリカのbase ドイツ garmisch Partenkirchen Patch Barracks Spangdhalem Ramstein Washington LONDON Manchester Birmingham DEVON (largest Naval base port ) Chlythin Scotland King stores nuclear! TRIDENT Port of Shereness and Chatham
そして
プーチンの言葉
The new doctrine outlines that Russia will consider using nuclear weapons against a non-nuclear state if they are supported by nuclear powers.
“Aggression by a non-nuclear state with the participation of a nuclear state is considered as a joint attack,” Kremlin spokesman Dmitry Peskov told reporters on Tuesday — a clear reference to Ukraine and its Western backers.
The exercise took place three days after Pyongyang launched one of its most powerful and advanced solid-fuelled intercontinental ballistic missiles (ICBM), which experts say could reach targets in the mainland US.
JUST IN:
President-elect Donald Trump plans to withdraw American troops from Syria.
日本にもDS？！ いるなら、、、「DSじゃぽん 一掃！」されるといいな！
Biden’s involvement in the New York case has ever come to light
NYか、、、
held the conversations with FBI agents
バイデンが
罪人「外」に？
ってコレのこと？
移民？？
レボリューション？
だけど、、、
network of criminal associates ？
移民が？
in prison
in the United States
to supply ？
to conduct ？
surveillance and assassinations”
the Justice Department said
Igual que Biden, Blinken y toda esa administración
「誰か」のXのポストを読む「アジアン」「非大学卒」「女性」
Harris no merece ser una candidata presidencial derrotada. Merece ser juzgada por su participación en crímenes de guerra, junto con Nentayahu, Biden y toda su camarilla.
In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God,and the Word was God.The same was in the beginning with God. All things were made by him; and without him was not any thing made that was made. In him was life; and the life was the light of men.
− Archē (Ancient Greek: ἀρχή) is the original word used in John 1:1. −
The King James Version of Genesis 1:1 is translated as “In the beginning God created the heaven and the Earth.” The King James Version of John 1:1 is translated as “In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.”
− John.1
[1] In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. [2] The same was in the beginning with God. [3] All things were made by him; and without him was not any thing made that was made. [4] In him was life; and the life was the light of men. [5] And the light shineth in darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not. [6] There was a man sent from God, whose name was John. [7] The same came for a witness, to bear witness of the Light, that all men through him might believe. [8] He was not that Light, but was sent to bear witness of that Light. [9] That was the true Light, which lighteth every man that cometh into the world. [10] He was in the world, and the world was made by him, and the world knew him not. [11] He came unto his own, and his own received him not. [12] But as many as received him, to them gave he power to become the sons of God, even to them that believe on his name: [13] Which were born, not of blood, nor of the will of the flesh, nor of the will of man, but of God. [14] And the Word was made flesh, and dwelt among us, (and we beheld his glory, the glory as of the only begotten of the Father,) full of grace and truth. [15] John bare witness of him, and cried, saying, This was he of whom I spake, He that cometh after me is preferred before me: for he was before me. [16] And of his fulness have all we received, and grace for grace. [17] For the law was given by Moses, but grace and truth came by Jesus Christ. [18] No man hath seen God at any time; the only begotten Son, which is in the bosom of the Father, he hath declared him. [19] And this is the record of John, when the Jews sent priests and Levites from Jerusalem to ask him, Who art thou? [20] And he confessed, and denied not; but confessed, I am not the Christ. [21] And they asked him, What then? Art thou Elias? And he saith, I am not. Art thou that prophet? And he answered, No. [22] Then said they unto him, Who art thou? that we may give an answer to them that sent us. What sayest thou of thyself? [23] He said, I am the voice of one crying in the wilderness, Make straight the way of the Lord, as said the prophet Esaias. [24] And they which were sent were of the Pharisees. [25] And they asked him, and said unto him, Why baptizest thou then, if thou be not that Christ, nor Elias, neither that prophet? [26] John answered them, saying, I baptize with water: but there standeth one among you, whom ye know not; [27] He it is, who coming after me is preferred before me, whose shoe’s latchet I am not worthy to unloose. [28] These things were done in Bethabara beyond Jordan, where John was baptizing. [29] The next day John seeth Jesus coming unto him, and saith, Behold the Lamb of God, which taketh away the sin of the world. [30] This is he of whom I said, After me cometh a man which is preferred before me: for he was before me. [31] And I knew him not: but that he should be made manifest to Israel, therefore am I come baptizing with water. [32] And John bare record, saying, I saw the Spirit descending from heaven like a dove, and it abode upon him. [33] And I knew him not: but he that sent me to baptize with water, the same said unto me, Upon whom thou shalt see the Spirit descending, and remaining on him, the same is he which baptizeth with the Holy Ghost. [34] And I saw, and bare record that this is the Son of God. [35] Again the next day after John stood, and two of his disciples; [36] And looking upon Jesus as he walked, he saith, Behold the Lamb of God! [37] And the two disciples heard him speak, and they followed Jesus. [38] Then Jesus turned, and saw them following, and saith unto them, What seek ye? They said unto him, Rabbi, (which is to say, being interpreted, Master,) where dwellest thou? [39] He saith unto them, Come and see. They came and saw where he dwelt, and abode with him that day: for it was about the tenth hour. [40] One of the two which heard John speak, and followed him, was Andrew, Simon Peter’s brother. [41] He first findeth his own brother Simon, and saith unto him, We have found the Messias, which is, being interpreted, the Christ. [42] And he brought him to Jesus. And when Jesus beheld him, he said, Thou art Simon the son of Jona: thou shalt be called Cephas, which is by interpretation, A stone. [43] The day following Jesus would go forth into Galilee, and findeth Philip, and saith unto him, Follow me. [44] Now Philip was of Bethsaida, the city of Andrew and Peter. [45] Philip findeth Nathanael, and saith unto him, We have found him, of whom Moses in the law, and the prophets, did write, Jesus of Nazareth, the son of Joseph. [46] And Nathanael said unto him, Can there any good thing come out of Nazareth? Philip saith unto him, Come and see. [47] Jesus saw Nathanael coming to him, and saith of him, Behold an Israelite indeed, in whom is no guile! [48] Nathanael saith unto him, Whence knowest thou me? Jesus answered and said unto him, Before that Philip called thee, when thou wast under the fig tree, I saw thee. [49] Nathanael answered and saith unto him, Rabbi, thou art the Son of God; thou art the King of Israel. [50] Jesus answered and said unto him, Because I said unto thee, I saw thee under the fig tree, believest thou? thou shalt see greater things than these. [51] And he saith unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto you, Hereafter ye shall see heaven open, and the angels of God ascending and descending upon the Son of man.
