I didn’t have period!(it’s too late for a girl to have first period… I didn’t have period… so I asked my mom to take me to Obstetrics and gynecology！ 産婦人科！ ティーンネイジャーに産婦人科はキツイexperience!) It was hard experience for teenager!
My teenage was… hurting experience!
rite of passage
To become adult!
secondary sexual characteristics！
I didn’t have secondary sexual characteristics (acutually when I was 20! I didn’t have under hair… really slow physical growth!!! so I was really …
I had really difficult teenage time!
secondary sexual characteristics！ slow physical growth( under hair, breasts and… period!)
I didn’t have period.(日本語で 原発性無月経と後に(大人になってから別の男性の医師が)病名で教えてくれたけど！) I was 17 and listening to “Flipper’s Guitar”…(3am op いつも耳をすまして 17歳の僕がいた)
I don’t have “something” something= first period! Menarche！(I never had!)
This is what I was writing about here…
my husband and ME relaxmax(had something…=No first period
relaxmax is Kind of disabled (disability=to have period! )
Why they haven’t paid to kind of disabled person relaxmax for such a long time…
I don’t have “something” something= first period! Menarche！(I never had!)
so I had to have sex chromosomes test when I was 17!
It was hurting experience! XX I am(means I am woman, sex) I think I am a girl (but I COULDN’T think I was a woman coz I didn’t have period, I didn’t have secondary sexual characteristics…(breasts, under hair)…
adolescence hard time to grow! My youth! I was listening to Flipper’s Guitar
I COULDN’T think I was a woman coz I never had first period, … but I am not “a boy” of course! I am XX. (sex chromosomes)
I wanted to be “NORMAL” like normal girl I wanted to have first period, breasts, and under hair…(kind of disability I have!)
NORMAL BODY I wanted to have. Hard time for me relaxmax. I was 17! I had chromosomes test…
I couldn’t tell anybody about it(only mom knows!)… so my classmates never know this.
A feminine body! Female kind of BODY! I wanted to have! (like normal girls in my classroom)
“I” am different from those around me! My body… I couldn’t accept (so it was hurting process to accept myself in my teenage!)
Now, I am ADULT! so I CAN! write about it. (I’m not teenager anymore!)
I was with my FIRST BOYFRIEND in 1999 (I had first sex when I was 23… I know it’s bit late but… I am me, and MY BODY was …( I didn’t have under hair when I was 20! and my breasts and body was like “CHILD”!)…like SUMIRE in sputnik sweet heart (by Haruki Murakami) , I wanted to write a novel (but never finish or…haha!)…
放課後の音符(キィノート) After school Keynote by Amy Yamada
I was reading this novel when I was 14. “Keynote” Father is talking with his daughter and he gave her “mille (1000 i don’t remember which language but could be Italian?)”…they are talking about “SEX”…
“are you ready anytime? to take your cloths off? in front of a MAN you LOVE?”
I really loved this Novel, but… I was feeling “I am NOT ready!”( to take off clothes in front of somebody I love!” (so my first sex… was 23! coz I knew MY BODY was different from OTHERS (other girls in same classroom!) I was 17 and I had sex chromosomes. My body was like a child. I never had first menstruation.
My body is different from NORMAL girl in my classroom. innate something I had to accept! so when I was reading about transgender (their sex and “BODY”)… I was thinking they might have something similar experiences…( they are born as XX but they might want to have “different body”? or…)
I am not transgender tho I do have “SEX (xx) and BODY (not really female kind of body I had when I was teenager)” … Sexual characteristics body kind of disability
I am different (from NORMAL classmates (society I used to belong ! for teenager).
I was 17 and I had chromosomes test.
Innate, Deformity(I felt about myself) (but people don’t really realise if I’m wearing cloths. This is kind of similar with my ex husband! he had something. “DISABLED”… but he is wearing cloths it’s difficult for somebody to notice…) if you see somebody without hands or legs,( YOU CAN “SEE”!) it might be easier to “UNDERSTAND”?
I was 17 and I had chromosomes test. Hard experience in my teenage! I couldn’t tell but now I can! write about it ! I become ADULT! (this is first time to write about it)
I met Ausie girl (her name was Angie, was she?)… she was traveling and painting in hostels in USA (she painted “bathroom!”:)), she gave me pink dress :) ! was cute one! I found my diary of my “ON THE ROAD” days 2000 saying… I was happy that Angie said “your English was good”! … oh! I was 24 and I was happy that somebody said good thing about “MY ENGLISH” haha…( it was before I lived in Bristol! UK)
before Morocco (where I got my name relaxmax!!!!) , I was in San Diego…
ah! I don’t remember his name
but I met a Japanese boy (cameraman 25 his girlfriend was a stylist… they were going to meet … I do remember this kind of small things but ! I don’t !! haha remember his name!)
(We went to the beach in Kobe! that kind of summer :)! I lent my book “sputnik sweet heart!”
I saw
Yamakawa san (wife and husband translators!)
on my friend insta
(she is a model, lived in tokyo then moved to Okinawa and opened “COFFEE SHOP” … I kind of helped her transition (I was doing lots of “HEALING” around that time! :) I guess it was after ” CORNER TWIN ROOM ” … a day in my LIFE! haha
最近
沖縄の女の子のインスタで
(前あったときの赤ちゃんいくつ？だろ！笑)
彼女がコーヒー屋さんをやる「前」の話^_^
(、、、モデルさんというか べっぴんさん！^_^)
山川夫妻を見かけた^_^
(彼らが翻訳した本
あと
アルケミスト好きだったなー！)
I LOVE
The Alchemist
as well…!
そして
「アウトオンアリム」
then
OUT ON A LIMB
A girl (who now live in Kyushu?) gave me this book as BIRTHDAY GIFT!
Yuki chan
so… I was thinking
“If I do something
I don’t really do! (not usual kind of DRINKING too much alcohol!)
something (=OUT ON A LIMB)
happened…
ゆきちゃん(今は九州？)にもらった！
バースデー
I was surprised to
find same book at Papa’s room (many books like about budha or… kind of sumiller taste I found after his death…)
I haven’t read that book?( Yuki gave me “out on a limb”)
or
if
I didnt ask Yuki to go out with me(coz she didn’t really know both? I said “somebody from Bristol” coz.. for me as well! I didn’t know both ! (that was first time I heard their DJ img! 2008/03/14!)… if I were alone, (if Yuki is not coming) maybe! I didn’t go out that night? or…
lots of IF!
I was with Yuki chan
so
I went on DRINKING DRINKING!
I guess…
だからあの
CD
Good Energy
の写真やデザインがこの世界に生まれ
SKYBLUE LOVEも
(あと ドイツのあのCDの写真も！Go in a Good way のあの写真も！)
そういう写真が「生まれた！」
So
if I didn’t do “OUT ON A LIMB” kind of thing,
maybe
I never meet Ron san
or
I never take photo of RSD ( “go in a good way” and “mix work in dub” ) ah… and many profile photos! as well…
or
I never do “DESIGNS!!!” (SKY BLUE LOVE, GOOD ENERGY )
I finished writing 202/8/25 (LIFE IS PARADISE in Japanese…don’t remember when I finish it in English :)
sometimes,
(when I was reading few years later…! like “NOW”!!!
I thought!
oh it’s good one! (I like this line! … it’s about “SECRET (law of attraction : different book, someone told me …”did I tell you?” … this is his words! haha ROB san ね！(did I tell you mix というタイトルのミックスCD昔もらった)
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そうすると
もっと、もっと
愛ある出会い、奇跡たちに出会えるようになる
もっと自分を愛せば愛すほど
もっと愛を受け取れるように、生まれ変わることができる。
You’ll find more MIRACULOUS Solutions, ENCOUNTERS, DESTINY in LOVE,
MORE YOU LOVE YOURSELF
MORE YOU RECEIVE LOVE itself
THIS MAGIC TRANSFORMATION
WILL CHANGE YOUR WAY OF LIFE
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レモネードの話は
2006年に聞いたことあった！
(英語の慣用句じゃないかな？^_^
I heard about
Lemonade! (lemon and make lemonade! guess it’s “kind of saying”?! in US?) in 2006 from different guy!
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LIFE IS PARADISE
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“LIFE IS PARADISE, LIFE IS PARADISE, LIFE IS PARADISE （ライフ・イズ・パラダイス、ライフ・イズ・パラダイス、ライフ・イズ・パラダイス）”
、、、山の上ホテルじゃないけど！
あのデスクで！
(、、、書くの苦手(字が下手！パパの字キレイだけど！)、、、だから万年筆！ある意味アコガレ笑ではあるけど、、、
タイプライター(on the road!)!!!
万年筆と「原稿用紙！！！」(古風に！)
、、、まぁ「mac book air 銀色の相棒」かなー)
and it was numbers,
who they were fighting with, …and
NAME of COUNTRIES.
NUMBERS … means DEATH
(ah… I thought the number was MONEY! )
タイトル 「アメリカのテロリズム(どうやら いろんな場所で戦った国 いつ 何人死んだ、、、、らしい)」
(26歳で結婚してブリストル、イーストンに住んだrelaxmax)
もう20年は前の話！
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How We See The World NOW! 20年前の「こども」 http://relaxmaxontheroad.com/20yearsagoiwaaschild/
frequency
はじめてのモナリザ
彼と対話 ダヴィンチ
（彼は人の属性）
note from the NIGHT watching The Da Vinci Code(movie)
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眠る場所はすでに知っている ”HE” SEE http://relaxmaxontheroad.com/hesee/
She said
“You have it now. You need to hand it to someONE. You NEVER FAIL. (Your) “THAT JOB” will be DONE when You know it is RIGHT.
YOUR SLEEP will become PERFECT SLEEP…ALWAYS be careful”
おじいさんにもらった魔法の言葉は
新しい予言とともに、生まれ変わる。
Magical word the black old man gave me
with new prophecy
will get new life
just like “the desert wild become a garden mild”.
Eron planed (in 2016? in 2017? some article about … it was in Guadalajara Mexico) something… (Did he know something? so he was saying? Japanese will…?)
(、、、わたし「ネット」ごしでニュースとか聴く読むぐらいだし、、、「カリフォルニア」のこと！)
I only read something (news or articles or…) on internet… about California…
“Everyone must leave something behind when he dies… A child or a book or a painting… Or a garden planted. Something your hand touched some way so your soul has somewhere to go when you die, and when people look at that tree or that flower you planted, you’re there.”
leave behind
ブラッドベリーがなにか残してくれた小説！
たんぽぽのお酒！
I really love Dandelion wine.
If I were a book people living in the woods…, I would chose to be “Dandelion Wine”! :)
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most beautiful secret in this world
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So relaxmax wrote this novel ” LIFE IS PARADISE”
to pass on something …( but I didn’t know this “quote” until yesterday (2024/2/16) …! Life is like that sometime!
それを読んで
relaxmaxが書いた小説
relaxmax just started to write suddenly…like Ray Bradbury (a carnival magician reached out to the twelve-year-old Bradbury, touched the boy with his sword, and commanded…）
On NOTE (online NOVEL, not paper back yet! …but because it’s online, There is “Beginning” and “End”…and it’s getting longer…! That kind of NOVEL! I already finished:)!
Like in NOVEL “451″,
My online novel, poem, essay, photo books, or… almost everything is attacked(hacked! degital fireman? where? is hacker?) !
so what you are reading here is…(bit of attacked (hacked by digital fireman?! hacker)
Ray Bradbury wrote Fahrenheit 451 in the basement using rented typewriters for 20 cents an hour. “I spent $9.80 & wrote my story; in other words, it was a dime novel.”
ファイアーマン！ fireman出勤！
セットかわいい^_^TVの中に、、、 books are hidden in TV… ヒーター(イギリスの、、、カウンシルフラット ブリストルのやつ けっこーこんなかんじ！) or a heater (reminds me of Council flat in Easton Bristol)トースター？ or in a toaster?こんなにも「違法な？ 本、、、」(この映画の中の世界では)！ FORBIDDEN ! BOOKS! (in the 451 world!) 英語で
電話の向こうの人(病院の人かな？^_^)は
なんて言ってたでしょう？ hospital listening…!
あの女の子にきかれたのは、、、
燃やす前に
本、、、読まないの？
(2つの理由！
まぁ
興味ないから
と
禁止されてるから
だそう、、、)
The girl asked him and
he answered 2 reasons!
“not interested” and “forbidden” (in the movie…)
読んでみたのは、、、David Copperfield(ディッケンズ、、、私何か一つは文庫で読んだかな！^_^) … first one in the movie was… ( Don Quixote )
書いた本人=relaxmax
短い方でも「わざわざ暗唱」したことないぞ笑！
I wrote this novel (picture book with poem like words!) in 2016 in English! (I also wrote in Japanese as well!)
I wrote! but
I never thought of “memorise my OWN NOVEL “Perfect View from the Window”! like “book people!” … I do remember tho…
lives… in “THIS WORLD” (near nuclear war? 2024! HOW NEAR?)
(、、、まぁ「未来人」？笑ブラッドベリーからみると？)
こんなに小さな「本」！こんなにも、、、本が、、、ダリあ！
(トリュフォーが書いてたの？^_^)リアルな「本」
(ネットのなにかじゃなく、、、
ブラッドベリーの言葉。でも、今はもう売ってる？ネットの、、、「リアルな触れる本じゃないデジタルの、、、」) in this quote, he was saying “carry it in your pocket” kind of “BOOK” but… now We can read “online book of HIS NOVELs”…(、、、ネットで本 読む人は読むゲンダイ)leave befind(…そういう本を読んでるrelaxmax たんぽぽのお酒 やっぱ好き！)
This Bradbury’s word
reminds me of my own NOVEL “LIFE IS PARADISE”… “something to PASS ON” … and LIVE FOREVER as …
(自分が書いた
life is paradise
ちょっと思い出すな^_^
なにかを伝える
(あの小説の中では、、、
本 燃える燃える本 fireman and books
と
変わった(印象が違う内容のwiki! 燃やされたかわりに、、、ネットは「ちょっと違うなにか」が残っている。。。) Wiki on the net. (hacker attack or… somebody wrote and erase and “something different one” on wiki now… CONTROLLED
Delusion of Mental illness…( or Kyoto Police is lie-ing! in CONTROLLED society! POWER! POLITICS! DARK SIDE of JAPAN ) novel by relaxmax who is living in Osaka Japan
written 100 years later!
Edano 311 syndrome
自民党‘s Act…Medical Care for Persons (自民党？) Who Have Caused Serious Cases (日本の国民被曝！！Under the Condition of Insanity(政府の狂気！)
They 自民党 can’t SEE reality of “RADIATION””exposure”…so We human live in (… kind of slaughter house as the EARTH… We only have ONE EARTH tho…)
Terrorist Government We have… in this WORLD! 2024
71 years later Bradbury wrote 451!,
relaxmax wrote kind of “Detective story” on planet Earth (about 100 years later…this novel is written as “history” novel?)
人は、、、
どうして？人も燃える books burn people burn 飛ぶ人！ flying people (not CARS?)
(空飛ぶカー ではなく笑！)
大阪万博2025 こんなのはないの？笑
森の図書館(あの、、、ハルキ感もあるな笑 そういやTVピープルって短編もあったな^_^ 世界の終わりの森の図書館ではなく、、、リブロ！本の人！ ブックピープル！) book people live in woods (not TV people, book people! not haruki’s End of the World’s wood… Different wood and book people!)
、、、
うちの妹は昔
「天満のとらやん」(絵本かな？)
をそらで言えた笑！
ブックピープル(カタカナ！ 翻訳で本読んでないけど！)
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昔むかしあるところに、、、
(て「口承文学」(昔話 言い伝えとか？)
はあったけど、、、)
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Once upon a time…
It used to be “somebody is telling a story from people to people (not on libro)”…
“oral literature 口承文学”
are you watching? TV!
「いまだに？コレ？」
(管理社会というか、、、)
見張られてる？(TV(監視カメラ)や、、、コントロール！) this is “STILL” happening 71 years later Bradbury wrote “451″ … 58 years later Truffaut filmed… CONTROLLED SOCIETY (via internet ! “they” are watching…)死んだ「後」というオチ、、、
世界の終わり
核戦争(？ はじまっちゃうの？
今2024年の「小説じゃない現実！」
いちおー
大丈夫？
End of the World! Nuclear War?
Is it kind of OKAY? in 2024…(? world war 3 is not happening or is … THIS is reality We live in …
アリスはこの人がmemorise
森の住人
book people “Alice in Wonderland” he memorise…!
私
やっぱ
たんぽぽのお酒かなー
If I were book people
I want to be “Dandelion Wine”! in wood… in the SNOW!
After Earth Quake Noto, I’m thinking about Theta Healing…I learned after 311 2011.
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I
“SEE”
with words (not with psychic eye sight mainly)
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Some healers
SAW
but they didn’t “heal”
coz they are “CRIMINALS”
(they didn’t do it … money or… out of jealous)
They just wanted to STEAL! (my ability!)
-
anyway,
-
some healers
make mistakes
coz THEY “SEE THINGS”
and READ in different way (with their biased point of “VIEW”!!!)
BECAUSE!
THEY SEE THINGS!!!!
(sometimes I see somebody’s mistakes!)
(I’m not that kind
coz I just SEE WITH WORDS!words came to me! )
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I just remember
MANGA
“Towered the Terra” by Keiko Takemiya.
In manga,
HIDANE (火種 woods or?)
and
HIKESHI(火消し somebody who extinguish “FIRE”(war)…)
so when I look the “WORLD” now…
what is HIDANE?(火種)
WHY?
THERE IS WAR?
IN THIS WORLD!
PLANET EARTH!
who is making FIRE (WAR!) … on this planet EARTH?
ー
My psychic eye sight!
(In Manga 地球へ
“Towered the Terra”
Mutant = myu ミュー
is Psychic! )
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MY SIGHT as WORDS
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I’m not that kind “SEE as SIGHT (scenery or still or movie or…dreams or…) sometimes I AM but…
“sometimes”!!!
I do have “SEE as sight”
kind of
Psychic EYE!
-
but mainly
MY WORDS as SIGHT!
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I
“SEE”
with
“WORDS”!
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Words!
-
I don’t really think about
but
just
WORDS came to me…
(downloading or …
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I wanted to “SEE”
as SIGHT!
(like other healers…
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I couldn’t (?
or
I closed (kind of psychic eyes)
coz I was scared to SEE…(something really scary things! I saw in my past lives or… I COULD SEE TOO MUCH… so I tried to close my psychic eyes…but now I’m not that scared coz (I already healed my past lives traumatic experiences)
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I wanted to SEE( like other healer (SEE as SIGHT kind) “MORE”!!!!
but
I KNEW
I COULD HEAL
without SEEING “as SIGHT”…
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WITH! WORDS (I COULD SEE with WORDS!)
and Heal
so I started to think…
I’m Okay with WHAT I AM NOW…(I was trying to heal myself and I wanted to “SEE MORE with SIGHT but…”)
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Like Toki (from 北斗の拳)
Like Nagi (from BASARA)
Like a girl (from 地球へ)
(all mangas!)
They are BLIND!
but
THEY COULD “SEE”!
MORE!
in a way!!!!
(if you close ONE SENCE,
sometimes
YOU CAN FEEL MORE!)
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Sometimes
I “SEE”
with psychic eyes!
as SIGHT
(sometimes is sometimes!
NOT
always!!! )
so…
I wasn’t choosing
“WHEN” but
I COULD “SEE!”
When I CAN SEE as sight,
I COULD! ( sight came to me! I’m not choosing!)
That’s Okay with me coz
I could heal
SEE with WORDS!
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I’m Okay with WHAT I AM NOW
(this is when I started “Theta healing 2011 after 311″)
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then
13 years later
After NOTO! 20240101
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I started to think
“ABOUT SEEING
with my psychic EYES”
(with SIGHT! )
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Now is THE TIME!
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I SEE
MORE!
with “SIGHT”!!!
then
what will I SEE?
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➖
I CAN
heal desease as well. (that kind!)
My teacher (for theta healing Coco she used to live in LA, is also… as well as Viana (she healed her own cancer)
I (as a pupil) choose teachers ( kind! like photographers (Alex and Rebecca))
(google translate pls if you want to read in English here)
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母病気のなか、、、2010年
まだペブとロブさん払ってなかったなーgood energy!
今も！ (slave traders!!!)
They didn’t pay
while my mama was in the hospital…(2010! release was in 2009!!!! Good energy!)
and it’s still going on!
WHY?
coz THEY KNOW!
They are wrong!(slave traders!!!)
どうしてそこまで！払わないんだろう？ (彼らは犯罪と知っているから！)
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Why
they want to generate ELECTRICITY
with
Atomic?原発！！
coz
They know…THEIR SINS!
どうしてそこまで「原発」で発電した電気がいいんだろう？(他の発電オンリーで足りるのに！)
それも一緒！「彼らが 彼らの犯罪を知っているから！」
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Instant healing
-
relaxmax CAN
-
SEEING
and
TIME TRAVEL
-
ONLY relaxmax
CAN
SEE!
-
SEEING
-
If you are
in the garden
and
“SEE” apple tree…
Everyone might see things
differently…(but it’s ONE TREE!)
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If
someone saw
fallen apple
…
for some
they just “see”
and think nothing
…
for NEWTON
it’s “GRAVITY”
…
Why they didn’t see
“BEFORE”
NEWTON?
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Because!
-
THERE
ALREADY!!!
BE! APPLE TREE!
in the GARDEN!
…
For Newton
For relaxmax
…
APPLE TREE is…
APPLE is…
(for Newton)
Universal Gravity
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Newton
found, named?
and…taught to others!
…
TEACHING
I am WRITING HERE!
…
relaxmax SAW
ORIGINAL SIN
…
Original sin
as apple fallen
relaxmax
CAN
HEAL as TIME TRAVELLER!
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SELF HEALING
about
“SEEING” (Psychic EYE “SIGHT”!)
I want to HEAL NOW!
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relaxmax’s Psychic EYE SIGHT as WORDS
(if I SEE with WORDS, I CAN “SEE”! MORE! and … “NO MISTAKES!(no assumptions just words came to me!)”)
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SEEING
and
TIME TRAVELLER relaxmax
-
while relaxmax is writing today… I JUST…started to “KNOW”
-
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I CAN DO
ANYTIME
I WANT! (about “SEE”ing… about “psychic SIGHT!”)
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TIMING is NOW
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I had fear for
“TOO MUCH sight(psychic eye sight) in my past (from past life experiences)”… I saw something too scary (…as healer)
I am not that kind (I don’t “see with psychic eye sight” … my psychic eye sight is…with WORDS(not seeing! in a way!)so… I don’t have to be scared to see too much (I saw some when it needed … I don’t have to choose, it just came to me!)
I already healed my past life experiences (for SEEING with psychic eye sight ) as healer…
there is timing
when I CAN “Do”(SEE or HEAR or …) after I clean myself! (as healer)
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Photographs
is
about “how I see the world with my CAMERA”
SEEING!
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I have particular photo of KURAMA! light!
about
my experience in the mountain!
The light!
I saw
“on that special day”
in Kurama…
-
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about “SEEING”
and
“Timing”
-
ahh
I just remember
I wrote novel about…
Afghan
and people who can “SEE”
in that way…
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(words came to me! in 2021 summer that was…)
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-
TIME
and
“be”
(not present before “THEY Afghan people or I relaxmax” choose)
one of… (from MANY! how many can you see? I guess I ONLY SEE! )
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Layer!
time of …
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Moment
is
not a moment at all
(as you know?)
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Point
-
There “IS”
Point
(None can “SEE”!
I am relaxmax
so I CAN!)
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I am relaxmax
so
I CAN
write like this!
-
time of …
-
Moment
is
not a moment at all
(as you know?)
-
Point
-
There “IS”
Point
-
(None can “SEE”!
I am relaxmax
so I CAN!)
-
I am relaxmax
so
I CAN
write like this!
-
-
Psychic EYE sight
to
SEE
TIMING (as not point , moment is layers, slices, and VISIONS! as well…for me WORDS and…)
-
THIS is ABOUT TIME!
-
if
YOU CAN SEE!
(I know I relaxmax ONLY SEE! with my Psychic EYE!)
… but I know YOU HAVE NO EYES TO SEE THOSE!
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Psychic EYE sight
I relaxmax HAVE!
-
I need to
SEE MORE
(why there is “NEED”?
for
Protection!
(from SINS
to NEXT WORLD
(Good human being only!)
-
-
habble telescope
or
micro scope
or…
something
WE Human
USE!
-
Something
to SEE
-
(and with “THAT”!(something=tools!)
Human
Start to
SEE (in a different way!
-
if
without “something”
(CAMERA and LENSE is also “something to SEE”!!)
Human being
“CAN’T”
see a thing
-
or…(no “newfound” a NEW STAR!)
anyone CAN?
-
…depending on
HOW
HUMAN
USE
their “something”!
(…their EYES! psychic eyes and WORDS for ME relaxmax!)
-
relaxmax’s APPLE
NEWTON’s APPLE
-
-
-
ANSWER
(I sometimes didn’t know but THIS IS THE ANSWER! … then
I JUST KNOW!)
-
Word
-
Words came to me!
-
xxxx
-
I
JUST
SAW
the ANSWER!
as
“WORDS”(with psychic eyes not visuals :)
-
-
SEEING
-
A NEW STAR
NEWTON’s Apple
Universal Gravity!
None knows before Newton explained it to US (I was born after NEWTON world! 1976! he found it 1665!)
-
Others Can’t SEE
Universal Gravity
in a fallen apple (but NEWTON COULD!)
-
-
I SAW (with my psychic EYE as “sight” not words!) some… as”SIGHT”
-
like
a movie (cinema!
a motion picture
a still
a picture
a story
a dream
a vision
a scenery
a …
not often
coz I CAN HEAL without SEEING(in a way! coz I SEE with WORDS!)
-
so
what will
relaxmax SEE?
-
blank
-
-
-
Light it
with MY WORDS
-
I have
no fear for
darkness
-
coz
I can
SEE “DARKNESS” itself!
with
my psychic EYE =words (not sight)
-
coz
There
“IS”
DARKNESS!
-
-
SO!
I can
LIGHT “the DARKNESS”
with MY WORDS!
-
(for who doesn’t have psychic eyes!)
they never SEE!
coz
they have NO EYES to SEE like ME relaxmax)
-
Enlightenment
-
Liblo
for somebody
to READ! I=relaxmax am writing here
-
-
It’s not DARK
THERE “IS”
Darkness and LIGHT I relaxmax have as WORDS=psychic eyes!
-
You don’t SEE?
NO! (there “IS!”)
Human with those EYES
SEE things in Darkness!
-
Darkness with
something I relaxmax
CAN
SEE! with words
aspsychic EYES!
-
-
Some has fear for Darkness…
NOT SEEING (with their psychic eyes)
I have no fear for
NO sight kind of Darkness… coz I DO SEE!
with
my psychic EYES with WORDS!
-
If those who CAN SEE well, they have fear for NOT SEEING kind of Darkness…(someone who heal with “sight” kind of psychic EYES!)
-
I was kind of surprised coz I am different kind…
-
those who heal with sight kind of psychic eyes have fear for
DARKNESS
-
I had fear for SEEING too much (scary things)
so I choose to heal with
NOT SEEING with sight
-
SEEING with words I HEAL!
-
Those
who can heal
only WHEN
they CAN SEE! (not darkness they are in!)
…has fear for
DARKNESS!
ORIGINAL SIN for them
origin
of FEAR
-
someone
who
has fear for
NOT SEEING (in darkness)
(…those who have psychic eyes, who can SEE! and heal… with “SIGHT”
