Sometimes, it’s much quicker than “THINK” , just I’m “reading” ! (… difficult to explain! Most of the time, “like reading”kind of speed…? It was quite rare! …or depending on…which ONE?(almost reading (not writing) is… “xxxxxx(ここは内緒にしとこ!”…. and “2019/06/06 i phone memo, didn’t have “title”!ONE ” is not as quick as “xxxxxx” というか。
The music (of relaxmax’s “LIFE IS PARADISE” I was playing on SPOTIFY!)
…and I wrote “LIFE IS PARADISE” (about 10 songs from spotify or something?) …
till “hush up hush up (it wasn’t on my apotify list “suggestion from spotify, so I don’t remember the title of the song …but it was raggae! (I googled “lylic” on the net…) bit scary kind … so I didn’t put on my playlist (but words “HUSH UP HUSH UP” I choose to USE that words…
After there… it was not like “as spotify PLAY” kind of “WORDS” order (I mean I pick some words from LTLIC of each songs!)
偶然の!
、、、
で
完結(中編ぐらいの長さかな?)
はしているけど(2020/8/25!)
…then I finished writing on 2020/08/25
(面白いから
たまに「追加」している
、、、リストに
曲は増えてる
after that,
sometimes I choose to put some
MORE! words from rylics.”CITATION”s!
(まだ入れていない部分はアイディアはあって、、まだ書いていない部分^_^)
Some on list, but not Yet kind of songs on my life is paradise list…( when hacker is not attacking my words, I might !)
I want my photos!( PSD mild mild west from VELVIA posi film! Scanned! I am artist! I’m selling my PRINTS!) back!!
They (tangent books, cheba! … and publishers all over the world!…including
BANKSY!
Did you pay TAX to
(which country? …was it 2014? From the sales of Banksy’s Bristol Home Sweet Home…?)
“THE COUNTRY”
from SLAVE TRADE?
Don’t Make Me Slave Bristol!!!
Banksy (from EASTON Bristol U.K.!!!)
stole ? (What? You know?)
Got money (SLAVE TRADE!) from
relaxmax’s PHOTOS?
Banksy!, Do you realise You made money from SLAVE TRADE?
You did “ASIAN hate” with “Banksy’s Bristol Home Sweet Home”, did you KNOW?
ASIAN (Japanese relaxmax female! who used to live in Easton BRISTOL!!!!)! HATE? ,
did you? BANKSY?
relaxmax used to live
in EASTON BRISTOL
whose husband is disabled
(shape of his body!) and he was living
in Easton Council flat…
so I was living in Easton Bristol, as a immigrants ( I got VISA from my marriage!)
We might bump in if We (me and my husband (J!) , and BANKSY!) at PLOUGH! coz it’s my husband’s “LOCAL“… its’ that CLOSE!!! Community!)… and HE, BANKSY DID “ASIAN HATE! And Slave trade!!”
Why?
You BANKSY! Made money! (With your “OWN”? ART?) after London (moving out fromBristol! 60 p cans and stencils?) , then TURF WAR! (Blur Demon, Massive Daddy G! Wrong war 2003) , LA show ( 2006 Hollywood celeb bought your art work (pink elephant?))… at this point, did you BANKSY could make his own living with “HIS OWN ART”? , and can make more or his ART (I mean cost of living And!! production COST)?
Banksy’s work… after shredder one (love is in the bin or something?)…for 9.88 million pounds ($12.2 million) Monkey Parliament… guess BANKSY CAN
I want to bring up “MY SON” as…
Not like “me”.
I am here in Fukushima now.
How safe is it here?
Water, Air, and …FOOD! (food is from land! SOIL!)
そうじゃない子供として育てたい
空気 水 土
そろえる!
SAFE Air
SAFE Water (US NASA!)
SAFE Land (how? Sunflower? せきかん? concrete and like relaxmax said! えきたいちっそ(google pls!)
育つの?
then,
WE CAN BRING UP “OUR SON” as HUMAN!
Now, I’m 10!
I’m Crying…
I want to bring up my CHILDREN without nuclear pollutions!
WE Decide,
SO
WE CAN!
OUR AGE!
(Not yours, Granpa? Or Grand Grand papa?? What in English? えいごなんていう?)
FUKUSHIMA (this is my “NOVEL” you are reading here…! relaxmax is writing in English “HERE and NOW”)
7:17
僕が10歳だから
今
子育てを
ちゃんと「出来る(僕みたいに危なくなく)安全て、、、ある!」福島で
僕じゃないような子供を
僕が育てたい
I want to
Bring UP! MY SUN!
Not LIKE ME…(I am 10 yo, live in toxic? WORLD with atomic…)
Have you read these?
It’s already…”hacker attacked” one, I guess…ah!
いい人ばかりが生き残る
コロナの終わった後の世界
After Corona?(finished CORONA ! World!!)
ALL HUMAN is
GOODMAN!!!!
So, prob I CAN READ sometime in the future…
NOT hacker Attacked, Original, Online (at relqxmax’s website or… on papers?)”WEEPING SUNRISE”!
Message for CLIMATE CHANGE! by relaxmax
その後の
水 空気 土
water, air, soil
ヒバク
HIBAKU?
錬金術
Alchemy of…
Human
SOUL
BODY!
(いしき しゅうごう 100匹の猿 ぶんか)
Can you google these?
鉄と金
土・水・空気・
火
比率、金属
鉄の四元素
どうして「金」を求めたんだろう?
Why Human
Want
GOLD?
Gold … pot of gold?
Rainbow where gold is…
Alchemy
えいえん
gold
価値
(レアメタ的な
なにか
「だったもの」でも金は金)
POWERと金
は違う
GOLD is GOLD
変わらないなにか
I wonder
What
…
What relaxmax was thinking(and reading)when she was writing…”xxxxxxxx” the Japanese WORD is “HERE” on this page…
Kind of HINT?
—
http://relaxmaxontheroad.com/
relaxmax
I wrote this 2023/07/06 7-8AM in English but can’t remember when I wrote in Japanese (years ago) when I was thinking about “10 yo FUKUSFIMA boy” … 英語で書いたのは今日2023/7/6朝8時とか、でも日本語はだいぶ前にメモに書いてあった(携帯メモ!)だから、あんま覚えていない。(携帯メモに「書く」前に、「FUKUSHIMA 10歳の少年」のことは考えていて。。。)
So why it’s on my Book “BANKSY’s Bristol Home Sweet Home”!!!!????
It’s same book but (cover, title: but “inside”! (Contents, photos and words!!!!)
“DIFFERENT BOOK!
Rob san stole my book (originally Cheba sent me, then I received 2007 Dec!)
I don’t know “WHEN” Rob san did it…
prob in 2014 or 2015? (Rob san was staying at Mamasan flat!), while I had shower or bathroom or…(I wasn’t in my room, but Mama san was almost always!!!! Next door!(next room, could hear kind of TV noise from Living room…!)
When I was reading (in 2021, after 14years? Or something like that!),
-1- I was thinking…where is “THAT photo?” (Of Cashing machine near castle green )
-2- “something I don’t know” (invisible one near st.Marks rd. where I had meal (wedding meal!) with J’s folks and grand mother!) … I was thinking, maybe I forgot about this? or…ah! And “2000 photos guy”! (This episode was not on the ONE I received from Cheba!!!!!!!
-3- 2000 Arnolfini show (before Banksy moved to LONDON!), Grant (from Massive Attack bought Banksy’s artwork there! …this is what I read in 2007!!!(the ONE I received from CHEBA in 2007!!!!!!!!!!!)
詳しくは…if you want to read more… link is here (I wrote it, it’s in Japanese tho)
、、、 うわー
ピンクゴリラ 2011! (2007 NOV 6000 copyて書いてる本!)になんで載ってるの!
PINK GORILLA on the book
which Rob san …stole mine!!(ORIGINAL ONE!!! I received from Cheba 2007 DEC!!!!),
and left
“something different!!!!!!”
It says…
“2007
6000 copies!!!!!!!!!!!”
ショック
本当にロブさんに「そんなこと!」
やられてる泣泣(いつ?)
I don’t know when Rob san did it :(
It’s really shocking! I didn’t notice (about his “this lie”!!!) I haven’t doubt about it…!
FUKUSHIMA disaster in 2011!
I wrote to Rob san saying about “Black Rain”!
and We talked on the phone before Rob san came to Japan…
It was after 311, so I said something like this… “Better not to come, coz it might be raining (BLACK RAIN!!!!!!!)”
BLACK RAIN!!!
But Rob san came to Japan and staying at my Mamasan’s flat for a week.
He said
“I come coz I love you” :(
something like this …
what kind of LOVE?????
Then “DOMMUNE” for GO IN A GOOD WAY promotion!
(Why only Kuranaka and Rob san got money?
Why THEY MADE ME SLAVE 2011-2023…???????)
My cover photo, and inside!!! (Naoshima and Kanazawa!)
2011311 津波 FUKUSHIMA
I love you とかいいながら ロブさん日本に入国!(私はブラックレイン降るかもしれないから、来なくていいよと言ったんだけど、危ないかもしれないし!) それで、DOMMUNEで「prayer for Japan」 (雨、降ってたと思うけど!!!被曝させないで!クラナカくん!私に!君とロブさんだけ2011-2023お金儲けたの?あの私撮影の写真(ジャケット写真!!3点 ちなみに 金沢と直島)
We (relaxmax and Rob san) split in 2011.
It was so … disgusting separation! Hooker sent me email (robluzbrazzos!) to me, somehow she got my hotmail so
I HAD TO CHANGE MY BUSINESS MAIL (main one! which was on my FB) to other email add…
ROBLUZBRAZZOS was saying…
“ALL JAPANESE MUST DIE FROM TSUNAMI”… Rob san was writing to me “sorry”…
when I said about my emai add (how robluzbrazzos got mine?, Rob san said “Ikue is wrong ” coz my email was on FB page in 2011… so I had to erase my email add from my FB…in 2011!)
2011の後 ロブさんとは別れてる
Rob san said “I want to take care of Ikue chan and Mama san” お母さんのことまで面倒みてくれるんや!(結婚して)いい人やな!って思ってたんだけど、、、(前の奥さんとは別居中、その人との結婚指輪は抜いていたロブさん) We (me and Rob san) split in 2011, when I met Rob san in 2008, Rob san had wife “EMI SMITH” (Japanese living in BRISTOL?) , Rob san had marriage ring!
(Rob san said he got married coz Emi’s Visa situation!!!)
I had sex with Rob san in Croatia 2008! coz he said,
“he (Rob san) will split with his WIFE(EMI) and get marry with me relaxmax”!
(something like this)
(… this kind of scum and he made me slave 2008-2023??!!??!!)
Rob san with BABEL 2010 (near mamasan’s flat)…few days? later (…or the DATE was on naked girl PHOTO!) this photo was kind of last day in Osaka…and I went to airport with Rob san next day he was going to Philippine… (he wanted to “upload same photo” on twitter (like boyfriend and girlfriend)…anyway)
Rob san with NAKED GIRL (HOOKER ) in his ARM ! (After SEX!) kind of photo, hooker (gogo bar !?) girl sent me in 2011…(and saying ” ALL JAPANESE MUST DIE from TSUNAMI”…!!!泣 traumatic experience !
I don’t know when Rob san did it!!!(stole my book from my room at Mamasan’s flat)
2008,2009,2010,2011(march! Just After FUKUSHIMA!!!),2014,2015,2018…Rob san was staying at Mamasan’s flat.
2012, 2013 Rob san just came for OKONOMIYAKI (he didn’t sleep in my ROOM at Mamasan’s)… I haven’t met Rob san since 2018! (Coz Rob san didn’t turn up in 2019 ドタキャン!)
So…maybe 2014? Or 2015? Rob san did it? Rob san stole my BOOK (which cheba sent me anf I received in 2007 NOV) from my room (at Mama san’s).
After We (me and Rob san) split up, I slept with Rob san (in 2013 summer I was thinking We in proper relationship…) coz Rob san was playing a record at his living room (fishpond!), “You came back to my life” (the title!, can’t remember exact title tho…!) … Rob san was opening the door (of his CAR!) for me (when We go for a shopping to Morrison’s or where was it? Haha) saying “MRS.(って奥さんて、、、)”… scum (is he? 泣)… but then anyway We (me and Rob san) didn’t meet after this for “1 YEAR”…so… I had sex with Rob san in 2014 summer (Rob san was staying at Mamasan’s) … Rob san didn’t wear condom (for protection for me! For HERPES!!!), He told me “LIE”!(about herpes..:( )…and I met Rob san in 2015 summer, Rob san was saying ” He didn’t have money, LEAST in his LIFE”(he was selling female trousers (charity shop hunting, then got few quid… drinking wine from noon, and making music…he was saying for him 100 quid tires cost bit of CASH for him ( something like this)”.
anyway, after 2011, Me and Rob san wasn’t in proper relationship (Rob san had sex with me without condom, then MADE ME SLAVE !?!? Whaaaat! CDs how many CDs? 2009 Good Energy, 2011 Go in a Good Way, Mix work in DUB 2015, Blue Sky Love 2016… :( :( :( )
ママさんは隣にいるけど
それでも
「ロブさん盗んだの?私の部屋からあの本」
ROB san stole my book which I received from CHEBA in 2007 ” Banksy’s Bristol Home Sweet Home”
while MAMA san was in next room? (Mamasan’s flat is kind of “normal sized 3LDK) I could hear TV noise from Living room (where Mama san is watching TV) … and maybe
CD 2009 GOOD ENERGY
as well?
(もしかしたらCDも?、、ペブのレーベルの!GOOD ENERGY !)
WHEN I DESIGNED, (and received CD 2 of them! from Rob san in 2009) …
and
CD GOOD ENERGY I have here
(one sealed, and one I opened then didn’t see since 2009…?)
When I saw in 2022(was it?) …
CREDIT was different
…Rob san also stole them? (2 CD which from Rob san in 2009!!!!) then He left SOMETHING
DIFFERENT CDs(inside CREDIT! About “RELAXMAX”!!!!)
I guess 2009, Mama san had to work hard (morning 3 times a week and 6 nights a week! 3 days (morning till night!! ) For mamasan, it was hard time in 2009! 2010!(heart! Serious, in hospital 2 weeks! in her LIFE!!! ) so WHY? Rob san didn’t realize poverty in our family (Uyama family, single mum!!) Rob san was alone or with YUKI (my sis) … prob ONLY ROB san was in Mamasan’s flat ?sometime in 2009? … maybe not?)