Ten o’clock. The sun came out from behind the rain. The house stood alone in a city of rubble and ashes. This was the one house left standing. At night the ruined city gave off a radioactive glow which could be seen for miles
“MONEY = (3 second? One sentence? you can tell “WAR IS ALREADY…and they have gone somewhere) “
is this
what
relaxmax hasn’t read?
A BOOK
relaxmax is going to read?
(she only watched movie but hasn’t read a novel yet… in the end… (she just found it on internet) “there is nuclear war … (not in a movie but … in the novel! there “IS” NEWCLEAR WAR…)
IT=relaxmax’s APPLE and apple tree
(none can’t SEE like relaxmax tho…)
so
they terrorists
needed
“stealer M” to STEAL
from relaxmax
something anything EVERYTHING!
(for money! mainly? … 人種差別！
white？ black? Japanese? ASIAN? … human being they are? no! THEY ARE not humans anymore…)
RACISM
(who get where “FIRST”?
in a history book
people learn ?
-
-
AMERICA is AMERICA (1492?)
-
then who get where
-
THE FIRST?
SPACE RACE?
-
そう
研究は
もう
すでに
「彼らの失敗だけが残った」
(、、、彼らの中からは消えた「間違いじゃないほう」の、、、
脳のホログラム！)
Technique?
Science?
Researchers?
Their jobs is ENDED in failure
What they have lost
(somethig RIGHT)
What they have got, they have left
(something WRONG! but it’s good thing for them stealers! coz… they don’t have to find it anymore!)
THEY’VE GOT! EVERYTHING IS WRONG!
coz where they started? THEY HAVE NO EYES.
so THEY stealers
NEEDED
to STEAL
from relaxmax’s BRAIN!
(they are…Tech-nique? Scientist? Researchers?)
NOT MISTAKE
kind of EVERYTHING
they LOST!
THEY STEALERS!
BRAIN
HOROGRAMS
they stealers
never SEE
without STEALING!
they stealers
NEVER KNOW what they HAVE
already LOST!
coz they have no EYES to SEE!
(that kind of relaxmax’s apple they KNEW! tho… so THEY KNOW VALUE of!)
➖
元々
言われていたのは
10パー
消える人！
(そっちの方の人の「犯罪」！3秒？ 1行？)
relaxmax heard (… and she was thinking…) 10% human
but…
They stealers
are not human anymore
(so… 90% kind of…? lost human!)
CRIMINALS
ORIGINAL SINS
LOST HUMANS
(in that libro relaxmax hasn’t read…is it nuclear war?)
(3 seconds … and ONE SENTENCE?)
➖
Delusion of Mental illness…( or K-Police is lie-ing! in CONTROLLED society! POWER! POLITICS! )
E -311 syndrome
J-P-A – ct…Medical Care for Persons (politicians in a small islands) Who Have Caused Serious Cases (Peoples’s 被曝！！Under the Condition of Insanity. (政府の狂気！)
-
They can’t SEE reality
(who are they?)
of “RADIATION””exposure”…so We human live in (… kind of slaughter house as the EARTH… We only have ONE EARTH tho…)
Delusion of Mental illness…( or K-Police is lie-ing! in CONTROLLED society! POWER! POLITICS!)
E -311 syndrome
J-P-A – ct…Medical Care for Persons (politicians in a small islands) Who Have Caused Serious Cases (Peoples’s 被曝！！Under the Condition of Insanity. (政府の狂気！)
-
They can’t SEE reality
(who are they?)
of “RADIATION””exposure”…so We human live in (… kind of slaughter house as the EARTH… We only have ONE EARTH tho…)
“Everyone must leave something behind when he dies… A child or a book or a painting… Or a garden planted. Something your hand touched some way so your soul has somewhere to go when you die, and when people look at that tree or that flower you planted, you’re there.”
leave behind
ブラッドベリーがなにか残してくれた小説！
たんぽぽのお酒！
I really love Dandelion wine.
If I were a book people living in the woods…, I would chose to be “Dandelion Wine”! :)
-
most beautiful secret in this world
-
So relaxmax wrote this novel ” LIFE IS PARADISE”
to pass on something …( but I didn’t know this “quote” until yesterday (2024/2/16) …! Life is like that sometime!
それを読んで
relaxmaxが書いた小説
relaxmax just started to write suddenly…like Ray Bradbury (a carnival magician reached out to the twelve-year-old Bradbury, touched the boy with his sword, and commanded…）
On NOTE (online NOVEL, not paper back yet! …but because it’s online, There is “Beginning” and “End”…and it’s getting longer…! That kind of NOVEL! I already finished:)!
Like in NOVEL “451″,
My online novel, poem, essay, photo books, or… almost everything is attacked(hacked! degital fireman? where? is hacker?) !
so what you are reading here is…(bit of attacked (hacked by digital fireman?! hacker)
Ray Bradbury wrote Fahrenheit 451 in the basement using rented typewriters for 20 cents an hour. “I spent $9.80 & wrote my story; in other words, it was a dime novel.”
ファイアーマン！ fireman出勤！
セットかわいい^_^TVの中に、、、 books are hidden in TV… ヒーター(イギリスの、、、カウンシルフラット ブリストルのやつ けっこーこんなかんじ！) or a heater (reminds me of Council flat in Easton Bristol)トースター？ or in a toaster?こんなにも「違法な？ 本、、、」(この映画の中の世界では)！ FORBIDDEN ! BOOKS! (in the 451 world!) 英語で
電話の向こうの人(病院の人かな？^_^)は
なんて言ってたでしょう？ hospital listening…!
あの女の子にきかれたのは、、、
燃やす前に
本、、、読まないの？
(2つの理由！
まぁ
興味ないから
と
禁止されてるから
だそう、、、)
The girl asked him and
he answered 2 reasons!
“not interested” and “forbidden” (in the movie…)
読んでみたのは、、、David Copperfield(ディッケンズ、、、私何か一つは文庫で読んだかな！^_^) … first one in the movie was… ( Don Quixote )
書いた本人=relaxmax
短い方でも「わざわざ暗唱」したことないぞ笑！
I wrote this novel (picture book with poem like words!) in 2016 in English! (I also wrote in Japanese as well!)
I wrote! but
I never thought of “memorise my OWN NOVEL “Perfect View from the Window”! like “book people!” … I do remember tho…
lives… in “THIS WORLD” (near nuclear war? 2024! HOW NEAR?)
(、、、まぁ「未来人」？笑ブラッドベリーからみると？)
こんなに小さな「本」！こんなにも、、、本が、、、ダリあ！
(トリュフォーが書いてたの？^_^)リアルな「本」
(ネットのなにかじゃなく、、、
ブラッドベリーの言葉。でも、今はもう売ってる？ネットの、、、「リアルな触れる本じゃないデジタルの、、、」) in this quote, he was saying “carry it in your pocket” kind of “BOOK” but… now We can read “online book of HIS NOVELs”…(、、、ネットで本 読む人は読むゲンダイ)leave befind(…そういう本を読んでるrelaxmax たんぽぽのお酒 やっぱ好き！)
This Bradbury’s word
reminds me of my own NOVEL “LIFE IS PARADISE”… “something to PASS ON” … and LIVE FOREVER as …
(自分が書いた
life is paradise
ちょっと思い出すな^_^
なにかを伝える
(あの小説の中では、、、
本 燃える燃える本 fireman and books
と
変わった(印象が違う内容のwiki! 燃やされたかわりに、、、ネットは「ちょっと違うなにか」が残っている。。。) Wiki on the net. (hacker attack or… somebody wrote and erase and “something different one” on wiki now… CONTROLLED
Delusion of Mental illness…( or Kyoto Police is lie-ing! in CONTROLLED society! POWER! POLITICS! DARK SIDE of JAPAN ) novel by relaxmax who is living in Osaka Japan
written 100 years later!
Edano 311 syndrome
自民党‘s Act…Medical Care for Persons (自民党？) Who Have Caused Serious Cases (日本の国民被曝！！Under the Condition of Insanity(政府の狂気！)
They 自民党 can’t SEE reality of “RADIATION””exposure”…so We human live in (… kind of slaughter house as the EARTH… We only have ONE EARTH tho…)
Terrorist Government We have… in this WORLD! 2024
71 years later Bradbury wrote 451!,
relaxmax wrote kind of “Detective story” on planet Earth (about 100 years later…this novel is written as “history” novel?)
人は、、、
どうして？人も燃える books burn people burn 飛ぶ人！ flying people (not CARS?)
(空飛ぶカー ではなく笑！)
大阪万博2025 こんなのはないの？笑
森の図書館(あの、、、ハルキ感もあるな笑 そういやTVピープルって短編もあったな^_^ 世界の終わりの森の図書館ではなく、、、リブロ！本の人！ ブックピープル！) book people live in woods (not TV people, book people! not haruki’s End of the World’s wood… Different wood and book people!)
、、、
うちの妹は昔
「天満のとらやん」(絵本かな？)
をそらで言えた笑！
ブックピープル(カタカナ！ 翻訳で本読んでないけど！)
-
昔むかしあるところに、、、
(て「口承文学」(昔話 言い伝えとか？)
はあったけど、、、)
-
Once upon a time…
It used to be “somebody is telling a story from people to people (not on libro)”…
“oral literature 口承文学”
are you watching? TV!
「いまだに？コレ？」
(管理社会というか、、、)
見張られてる？(TV(監視カメラ)や、、、コントロール！) this is “STILL” happening 71 years later Bradbury wrote “451″ … 58 years later Truffaut filmed… CONTROLLED SOCIETY (via internet ! “they” are watching…)死んだ「後」というオチ、、、
世界の終わり
核戦争(？ はじまっちゃうの？
今2024年の「小説じゃない現実！」
いちおー
大丈夫？
End of the World! Nuclear War?
Is it kind of OKAY? in 2024…(? world war 3 is not happening or is … THIS is reality We live in …
アリスはこの人がmemorise
森の住人
book people “Alice in Wonderland” he memorise…!
私
やっぱ
たんぽぽのお酒かなー
If I were book people
I want to be “Dandelion Wine”! in wood… in the SNOW!
People die twice.First, death of the body. Second, fade away from our memories… But my father never die twice…. THANK YOU DAD! On the day my father fly away to next world, the sky was SO BLUE.
After Earth Quake Noto, I’m thinking about Theta Healing…I learned after 311 2011.
- -
I
“SEE”
with words (not with psychic eye sight mainly)
-
Some healers
SAW
but they didn’t “heal”
coz they are “CRIMINALS”
(they didn’t do it … money or… out of jealous)
They just wanted to STEAL! (my ability!)
-
anyway,
-
some healers
make mistakes
coz THEY “SEE THINGS”
and READ in different way (with their biased point of “VIEW”!!!)
BECAUSE!
THEY SEE THINGS!!!!
(sometimes I see somebody’s mistakes!)
(I’m not that kind
coz I just SEE WITH WORDS!words came to me! )
-
I just remember
MANGA
“Towered the Terra” by Keiko Takemiya.
In manga,
HIDANE (火種 woods or?)
and
HIKESHI(火消し somebody who extinguish “FIRE”(war)…)
so when I look the “WORLD” now…
what is HIDANE?(火種)
WHY?
THERE IS WAR?
IN THIS WORLD!
PLANET EARTH!
who is making FIRE (WAR!) … on this planet EARTH?
ー
My psychic eye sight!
(In Manga 地球へ
“Towered the Terra”
Mutant = myu ミュー
is Psychic! )
-
MY SIGHT as WORDS
-
I’m not that kind “SEE as SIGHT (scenery or still or movie or…dreams or…) sometimes I AM but…
“sometimes”!!!
I do have “SEE as sight”
kind of
Psychic EYE!
-
but mainly
MY WORDS as SIGHT!
-
I
“SEE”
with
“WORDS”!
-
Words!
-
I don’t really think about
but
just
WORDS came to me…
(downloading or …
-
I wanted to “SEE”
as SIGHT!
(like other healers…
-
I couldn’t (?
or
I closed (kind of psychic eyes)
coz I was scared to SEE…(something really scary things! I saw in my past lives or… I COULD SEE TOO MUCH… so I tried to close my psychic eyes…but now I’m not that scared coz (I already healed my past lives traumatic experiences)
-
I wanted to SEE( like other healer (SEE as SIGHT kind) “MORE”!!!!
but
I KNEW
I COULD HEAL
without SEEING “as SIGHT”…
-
WITH! WORDS (I COULD SEE with WORDS!)
and Heal
so I started to think…
I’m Okay with WHAT I AM NOW…(I was trying to heal myself and I wanted to “SEE MORE with SIGHT but…”)
-
Like Toki (from 北斗の拳)
Like Nagi (from BASARA)
Like a girl (from 地球へ)
(all mangas!)
They are BLIND!
but
THEY COULD “SEE”!
MORE!
in a way!!!!
(if you close ONE SENCE,
sometimes
YOU CAN FEEL MORE!)
-
Sometimes
I “SEE”
with psychic eyes!
as SIGHT
(sometimes is sometimes!
NOT
always!!! )
so…
I wasn’t choosing
“WHEN” but
I COULD “SEE!”
When I CAN SEE as sight,
I COULD! ( sight came to me! I’m not choosing!)
That’s Okay with me coz
I could heal
SEE with WORDS!
-
I’m Okay with WHAT I AM NOW
(this is when I started “Theta healing 2011 after 311″)
-
then
13 years later
After NOTO! 20240101
-
I started to think
“ABOUT SEEING
with my psychic EYES”
(with SIGHT! )
➖
Now is THE TIME!
➖
I SEE
MORE!
with “SIGHT”!!!
then
what will I SEE?
➖
➖
I CAN
heal desease as well. (that kind!)
My teacher (for theta healing Coco she used to live in LA, is also… as well as Viana (she healed her own cancer)
I (as a pupil) choose teachers ( kind! like photographers (Alex and Rebecca))
(google translate pls if you want to read in English here)
-
母病気のなか、、、2010年
まだペブとロブさん払ってなかったなーgood energy!
今も！ (slave traders!!!)
They didn’t pay
while my mama was in the hospital…(2010! release was in 2009!!!! Good energy!)
and it’s still going on!
WHY?
coz THEY KNOW!
They are wrong!(slave traders!!!)
どうしてそこまで！払わないんだろう？ (彼らは犯罪と知っているから！)
-
Why
they want to generate ELECTRICITY
with
Atomic?原発！！
coz
They know…THEIR SINS!
どうしてそこまで「原発」で発電した電気がいいんだろう？(他の発電オンリーで足りるのに！)
それも一緒！「彼らが 彼らの犯罪を知っているから！」
- -
-
Instant healing
-
relaxmax CAN
-
SEEING
and
TIME TRAVEL
-
ONLY relaxmax
CAN
SEE!
-
SEEING
-
If you are
in the garden
and
“SEE” apple tree…
Everyone might see things
differently…(but it’s ONE TREE!)
-
If
someone saw
fallen apple
…
for some
they just “see”
and think nothing
…
for NEWTON
it’s “GRAVITY”
…
Why they didn’t see
“BEFORE”
NEWTON?
-
Because!
-
THERE
ALREADY!!!
BE! APPLE TREE!
in the GARDEN!
…
For Newton
For relaxmax
…
APPLE TREE is…
APPLE is…
(for Newton)
Universal Gravity
-
Newton
found, named?
and…taught to others!
…
TEACHING
I am WRITING HERE!
…
relaxmax SAW
ORIGINAL SIN
…
Original sin
as apple fallen
relaxmax
CAN
HEAL as TIME TRAVELLER!
-
-
SELF HEALING
about
“SEEING” (Psychic EYE “SIGHT”!)
I want to HEAL NOW!
-
relaxmax’s Psychic EYE SIGHT as WORDS
(if I SEE with WORDS, I CAN “SEE”! MORE! and … “NO MISTAKES!(no assumptions just words came to me!)”)
-
SEEING
and
TIME TRAVELLER relaxmax
-
while relaxmax is writing today… I JUST…started to “KNOW”
-
-
I CAN DO
ANYTIME
I WANT! (about “SEE”ing… about “psychic SIGHT!”)
-
TIMING is NOW
-
I had fear for
“TOO MUCH sight(psychic eye sight) in my past (from past life experiences)”… I saw something too scary (…as healer)
I am not that kind (I don’t “see with psychic eye sight” … my psychic eye sight is…with WORDS(not seeing! in a way!)so… I don’t have to be scared to see too much (I saw some when it needed … I don’t have to choose, it just came to me!)
I already healed my past life experiences (for SEEING with psychic eye sight ) as healer…
there is timing
when I CAN “Do”(SEE or HEAR or …) after I clean myself! (as healer)
-
Photographs
is
about “how I see the world with my CAMERA”
SEEING!
-
I have particular photo of KURAMA! light!
about
my experience in the mountain!
The light!
I saw
“on that special day”
in Kurama…
-
-
about “SEEING”
and
“Timing”
-
ahh
I just remember
I wrote novel about…
Afghan
and people who can “SEE”
in that way…
-
(words came to me! in 2021 summer that was…)
-
-
TIME
and
“be”
(not present before “THEY Afghan people or I relaxmax” choose)
one of… (from MANY! how many can you see? I guess I ONLY SEE! )
-
Layer!
time of …
-
Moment
is
not a moment at all
(as you know?)
-
Point
-
There “IS”
Point
(None can “SEE”!
I am relaxmax
so I CAN!)
-
I am relaxmax
so
I CAN
write like this!
-
time of …
-
Moment
is
not a moment at all
(as you know?)
-
Point
-
There “IS”
Point
-
(None can “SEE”!
I am relaxmax
so I CAN!)
-
I am relaxmax
so
I CAN
write like this!
-
-
Psychic EYE sight
to
SEE
TIMING (as not point , moment is layers, slices, and VISIONS! as well…for me WORDS and…)
-
THIS is ABOUT TIME!
-
if
YOU CAN SEE!
(I know I relaxmax ONLY SEE! with my Psychic EYE!)
… but I know YOU HAVE NO EYES TO SEE THOSE!
-
Psychic EYE sight
I relaxmax HAVE!
-
I need to
SEE MORE
(why there is “NEED”?
for
Protection!
(from SINS
to NEXT WORLD
(Good human being only!)
-
-
habble telescope
or
micro scope
or…
something
WE Human
USE!
-
Something
to SEE
-
(and with “THAT”!(something=tools!)
Human
Start to
SEE (in a different way!
-
if
without “something”
(CAMERA and LENSE is also “something to SEE”!!)
Human being
“CAN’T”
see a thing
-
or…(no “newfound” a NEW STAR!)
anyone CAN?
-
…depending on
HOW
HUMAN
USE
their “something”!
(…their EYES! psychic eyes and WORDS for ME relaxmax!)
-
relaxmax’s APPLE
NEWTON’s APPLE
-
-
-
ANSWER
(I sometimes didn’t know but THIS IS THE ANSWER! … then
I JUST KNOW!)
-
Word
-
Words came to me!
-
xxxx
-
I
JUST
SAW
the ANSWER!
as
“WORDS”(with psychic eyes not visuals :)
-
-
SEEING
-
A NEW STAR
NEWTON’s Apple
Universal Gravity!
None knows before Newton explained it to US (I was born after NEWTON world! 1976! he found it 1665!)
-
Others Can’t SEE
Universal Gravity
in a fallen apple (but NEWTON COULD!)
-
-
I SAW (with my psychic EYE as “sight” not words!) some… as”SIGHT”
-
like
a movie (cinema!
a motion picture
a still
a picture
a story
a dream
a vision
a scenery
a …
not often
coz I CAN HEAL without SEEING(in a way! coz I SEE with WORDS!)
-
so
what will
relaxmax SEE?
-
blank
-
-
-
Light it
with MY WORDS
-
I have
no fear for
darkness
-
coz
I can
SEE “DARKNESS” itself!
with
my psychic EYE =words (not sight)
-
coz
There
“IS”
DARKNESS!
-
-
SO!
I can
LIGHT “the DARKNESS”
with MY WORDS!
-
(for who doesn’t have psychic eyes!)
they never SEE!
coz
they have NO EYES to SEE like ME relaxmax)
-
Enlightenment
-
Liblo
for somebody
to READ! I=relaxmax am writing here
-
-
It’s not DARK
THERE “IS”
Darkness and LIGHT I relaxmax have as WORDS=psychic eyes!
-
You don’t SEE?
NO! (there “IS!”)
Human with those EYES
SEE things in Darkness!
-
Darkness with
something I relaxmax
CAN
SEE! with words
aspsychic EYES!
-
-
Some has fear for Darkness…
NOT SEEING (with their psychic eyes)
I have no fear for
NO sight kind of Darkness… coz I DO SEE!
with
my psychic EYES with WORDS!
-
If those who CAN SEE well, they have fear for NOT SEEING kind of Darkness…(someone who heal with “sight” kind of psychic EYES!)
-
I was kind of surprised coz I am different kind…
-
those who heal with sight kind of psychic eyes have fear for
DARKNESS
-
I had fear for SEEING too much (scary things)
so I choose to heal with
NOT SEEING with sight
-
SEEING with words I HEAL!
-
Those
who can heal
only WHEN
they CAN SEE! (not darkness they are in!)
…has fear for
DARKNESS!
ORIGINAL SIN for them
origin
of FEAR
-
someone
who
has fear for
NOT SEEING (in darkness)
(…those who have psychic eyes, who can SEE! and heal… with “SIGHT”
I forgot exactly what Alex said to us pupils, but something similar ;D
It’s better to shoot another one hour after you might think “this enough”,
so I could push myself to visit to Ruin Yagul on the day
M.7.2 Erthquake happened( February 16, 2018 at 17:39)…
After seeing those photos (5 photos from Alex and Rebecca’s choice) ,
I realized true-self more clear than ever.
This is what I did for making dummy ( after workshop in Feb in Oaxaca, I started book-edit in May 2018 ( after I had HIMATSURI exhibition at Jyunpu elementary school in April as KG＋ )
I just sticked my photos on the wall and talked with them!
ブックダミーを作り始めたのは5月
（ワークショップの数ヶ月後、帰ってすぐにHIMATSURI show at KGでそれが終わってすぐ。）
This is what I was reading ( got when I was 15? On the road Jack kerouak , I brought with me in 2012 and I left somewhere ( I know where it was, I hope to get it back if its still there… hopefully!)
I didn’t know that there was big earth quake until I got back home in Oaxaca city centro.
My friend told me, and I just cryed…!
I felt my vision somehow cleared by shock of earthquake (It didn’t happen where I was … on the road, but there was!)
I cried, and thank god and nature.
Then I finished my edit of Oaxaca magic ( choice was almost as I selected , few photos my teacheres didn’t use for final edit, I was arranging in chronological order, then Alex and Rebecca helped me to seaquence images in different order with their VISIONs)
ワークショップで生まれた別の作品
other gift from the workshop… Ritual of Lent in Oaxaca “LOS DIABLOS”
２０１２年の旅で生まれた別の作品 Other gifts from the my days on the road in 2012
秋の、野の花が咲き乱れる野原を「花野」（はなの）といい、花野を散策して短歌や俳句を詠むことが、古来より行われていた。
ー
The autumn field, where wildflowers bloom, is called ‘Hanano’ (flower field), and since early times people would walk around the field and compose Tanka (poems of 31 syllables) or Haiku (poems of 17 syllables)
(this part : translate by somebody not me!)
ー
、、、らしい！
秋だけでなく「春」もね！
“since early times people would walk around the field and compose Tanka”
古来より行われてきた
散策して「短歌を詠む」ということ
−
短歌は
ポエムより
考える必要あるみたい！
I needed to “think”!
when I compose TANKA (compare to writing poem… coz I need to think about 57577!)
ポエムは
ただ出てくることも多い
sometimes Poem just came to me!
短歌は
57577
だから
「何文字か！」
数えながら(、、、ここ！考えるとこ笑！)
最初から
季語は
落椿って決まってた
OCHITUBAKI
this is the first line (I already got KIGO seasonal words! )… then…
神の手 (relaxmax’s hand ) :)
