“Everyone must leave something behind when he dies… A child or a book or a painting… Or a garden planted. Something your hand touched some way so your soul has somewhere to go when you die, and when people look at that tree or that flower you planted, you’re there.”
leave behind
ブラッドベリーがなにか残してくれた小説！
たんぽぽのお酒！
I really love Dandelion wine.
If I were a book people living in the woods…, I would chose to be “Dandelion Wine”! :)
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most beautiful secret in this world
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So relaxmax wrote this novel ” LIFE IS PARADISE”
to pass on something …( but I didn’t know this “quote” until yesterday (2024/2/16) …! Life is like that sometime!
それを読んで
relaxmaxが書いた小説
relaxmax just started to write suddenly…like Ray Bradbury (a carnival magician reached out to the twelve-year-old Bradbury, touched the boy with his sword, and commanded…）
On NOTE (online NOVEL, not paper back yet! …but because it’s online, There is “Beginning” and “End”…and it’s getting longer…! That kind of NOVEL! I already finished:)!
Like in NOVEL “451″,
My online novel, poem, essay, photo books, or… almost everything is attacked(hacked! degital fireman? where? is hacker?) !
so what you are reading here is…(bit of attacked (hacked by digital fireman?! hacker)
Ray Bradbury wrote Fahrenheit 451 in the basement using rented typewriters for 20 cents an hour. “I spent $9.80 & wrote my story; in other words, it was a dime novel.”
ファイアーマン！ fireman出勤！
セットかわいい^_^TVの中に、、、 books are hidden in TV… ヒーター(イギリスの、、、カウンシルフラット ブリストルのやつ けっこーこんなかんじ！) or a heater (reminds me of Council flat in Easton Bristol)トースター？ or in a toaster?こんなにも「違法な？ 本、、、」(この映画の中の世界では)！ FORBIDDEN ! BOOKS! (in the 451 world!) 英語で
電話の向こうの人(病院の人かな？^_^)は
なんて言ってたでしょう？ hospital listening…!
あの女の子にきかれたのは、、、
燃やす前に
本、、、読まないの？
(2つの理由！
まぁ
興味ないから
と
禁止されてるから
だそう、、、)
The girl asked him and
he answered 2 reasons!
“not interested” and “forbidden” (in the movie…)
読んでみたのは、、、David Copperfield(ディッケンズ、、、私何か一つは文庫で読んだかな！^_^) … first one in the movie was… ( Don Quixote )
書いた本人=relaxmax
短い方でも「わざわざ暗唱」したことないぞ笑！
I wrote this novel (picture book with poem like words!) in 2016 in English! (I also wrote in Japanese as well!)
I wrote! but
I never thought of “memorise my OWN NOVEL “Perfect View from the Window”! like “book people!” … I do remember tho…
lives… in “THIS WORLD” (near nuclear war? 2024! HOW NEAR?)
(、、、まぁ「未来人」？笑ブラッドベリーからみると？)
こんなに小さな「本」！こんなにも、、、本が、、、ダリあ！
(トリュフォーが書いてたの？^_^)リアルな「本」
(ネットのなにかじゃなく、、、
ブラッドベリーの言葉。でも、今はもう売ってる？ネットの、、、「リアルな触れる本じゃないデジタルの、、、」) in this quote, he was saying “carry it in your pocket” kind of “BOOK” but… now We can read “online book of HIS NOVELs”…(、、、ネットで本 読む人は読むゲンダイ)leave befind(…そういう本を読んでるrelaxmax たんぽぽのお酒 やっぱ好き！)
This Bradbury’s word
reminds me of my own NOVEL “LIFE IS PARADISE”… “something to PASS ON” … and LIVE FOREVER as …
(自分が書いた
life is paradise
ちょっと思い出すな^_^
なにかを伝える
(あの小説の中では、、、
本 燃える燃える本 fireman and books
と
変わった(印象が違う内容のwiki! 燃やされたかわりに、、、ネットは「ちょっと違うなにか」が残っている。。。) Wiki on the net. (hacker attack or… somebody wrote and erase and “something different one” on wiki now… CONTROLLED
Delusion of Mental illness…( or Kyoto Police is lie-ing! in CONTROLLED society! POWER! POLITICS! DARK SIDE of JAPAN ) novel by relaxmax who is living in Osaka Japan
written 100 years later!
Edano 311 syndrome
自民党‘s Act…Medical Care for Persons (自民党？) Who Have Caused Serious Cases (日本の国民被曝！！Under the Condition of Insanity(政府の狂気！)
They 自民党 can’t SEE reality of “RADIATION””exposure”…so We human live in (… kind of slaughter house as the EARTH… We only have ONE EARTH tho…)
Terrorist Government We have… in this WORLD! 2024
71 years later Bradbury wrote 451!,
relaxmax wrote kind of “Detective story” on planet Earth (about 100 years later…this novel is written as “history” novel?)
人は、、、
どうして？人も燃える books burn people burn 飛ぶ人！ flying people (not CARS?)
(空飛ぶカー ではなく笑！)
大阪万博2025 こんなのはないの？笑
森の図書館(あの、、、ハルキ感もあるな笑 そういやTVピープルって短編もあったな^_^ 世界の終わりの森の図書館ではなく、、、リブロ！本の人！ ブックピープル！) book people live in woods (not TV people, book people! not haruki’s End of the World’s wood… Different wood and book people!)
、、、
うちの妹は昔
「天満のとらやん」(絵本かな？)
をそらで言えた笑！
ブックピープル(カタカナ！ 翻訳で本読んでないけど！)
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昔むかしあるところに、、、
(て「口承文学」(昔話 言い伝えとか？)
はあったけど、、、)
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Once upon a time…
It used to be “somebody is telling a story from people to people (not on libro)”…
“oral literature 口承文学”
are you watching? TV!
「いまだに？コレ？」
(管理社会というか、、、)
見張られてる？(TV(監視カメラ)や、、、コントロール！) this is “STILL” happening 71 years later Bradbury wrote “451″ … 58 years later Truffaut filmed… CONTROLLED SOCIETY (via internet ! “they” are watching…)死んだ「後」というオチ、、、
世界の終わり
核戦争(？ はじまっちゃうの？
今2024年の「小説じゃない現実！」
いちおー
大丈夫？
End of the World! Nuclear War?
Is it kind of OKAY? in 2024…(? world war 3 is not happening or is … THIS is reality We live in …
アリスはこの人がmemorise
森の住人
book people “Alice in Wonderland” he memorise…!
私
やっぱ
たんぽぽのお酒かなー
If I were book people
I want to be “Dandelion Wine”! in wood… in the SNOW!
After Earth Quake Noto, I’m thinking about Theta Healing…I learned after 311 2011.
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I
“SEE”
with words (not with psychic eye sight mainly)
-
Some healers
SAW
but they didn’t “heal”
coz they are “CRIMINALS”
(they didn’t do it … money or… out of jealous)
They just wanted to STEAL! (my ability!)
-
anyway,
-
some healers
make mistakes
coz THEY “SEE THINGS”
and READ in different way (with their biased point of “VIEW”!!!)
BECAUSE!
THEY SEE THINGS!!!!
(sometimes I see somebody’s mistakes!)
(I’m not that kind
coz I just SEE WITH WORDS!words came to me! )
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I just remember
MANGA
“Towered the Terra” by Keiko Takemiya.
In manga,
HIDANE (火種 woods or?)
and
HIKESHI(火消し somebody who extinguish “FIRE”(war)…)
so when I look the “WORLD” now…
what is HIDANE?(火種)
WHY?
THERE IS WAR?
IN THIS WORLD!
PLANET EARTH!
who is making FIRE (WAR!) … on this planet EARTH?
ー
My psychic eye sight!
(In Manga 地球へ
“Towered the Terra”
Mutant = myu ミュー
is Psychic! )
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MY SIGHT as WORDS
-
I’m not that kind “SEE as SIGHT (scenery or still or movie or…dreams or…) sometimes I AM but…
“sometimes”!!!
I do have “SEE as sight”
kind of
Psychic EYE!
-
but mainly
MY WORDS as SIGHT!
-
I
“SEE”
with
“WORDS”!
-
Words!
-
I don’t really think about
but
just
WORDS came to me…
(downloading or …
-
I wanted to “SEE”
as SIGHT!
(like other healers…
-
I couldn’t (?
or
I closed (kind of psychic eyes)
coz I was scared to SEE…(something really scary things! I saw in my past lives or… I COULD SEE TOO MUCH… so I tried to close my psychic eyes…but now I’m not that scared coz (I already healed my past lives traumatic experiences)
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I wanted to SEE( like other healer (SEE as SIGHT kind) “MORE”!!!!
but
I KNEW
I COULD HEAL
without SEEING “as SIGHT”…
-
WITH! WORDS (I COULD SEE with WORDS!)
and Heal
so I started to think…
I’m Okay with WHAT I AM NOW…(I was trying to heal myself and I wanted to “SEE MORE with SIGHT but…”)
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Like Toki (from 北斗の拳)
Like Nagi (from BASARA)
Like a girl (from 地球へ)
(all mangas!)
They are BLIND!
but
THEY COULD “SEE”!
MORE!
in a way!!!!
(if you close ONE SENCE,
sometimes
YOU CAN FEEL MORE!)
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Sometimes
I “SEE”
with psychic eyes!
as SIGHT
(sometimes is sometimes!
NOT
always!!! )
so…
I wasn’t choosing
“WHEN” but
I COULD “SEE!”
When I CAN SEE as sight,
I COULD! ( sight came to me! I’m not choosing!)
That’s Okay with me coz
I could heal
SEE with WORDS!
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I’m Okay with WHAT I AM NOW
(this is when I started “Theta healing 2011 after 311″)
-
then
13 years later
After NOTO! 20240101
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I started to think
“ABOUT SEEING
with my psychic EYES”
(with SIGHT! )
➖
Now is THE TIME!
➖
I SEE
MORE!
with “SIGHT”!!!
then
what will I SEE?
➖
➖
I CAN
heal desease as well. (that kind!)
My teacher (for theta healing Coco she used to live in LA, is also… as well as Viana (she healed her own cancer)
I (as a pupil) choose teachers ( kind! like photographers (Alex and Rebecca))
(google translate pls if you want to read in English here)
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母病気のなか、、、2010年
まだペブとロブさん払ってなかったなーgood energy!
今も！ (slave traders!!!)
They didn’t pay
while my mama was in the hospital…(2010! release was in 2009!!!! Good energy!)
and it’s still going on!
WHY?
coz THEY KNOW!
They are wrong!(slave traders!!!)
どうしてそこまで！払わないんだろう？ (彼らは犯罪と知っているから！)
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Why
they want to generate ELECTRICITY
with
Atomic?原発！！
coz
They know…THEIR SINS!
どうしてそこまで「原発」で発電した電気がいいんだろう？(他の発電オンリーで足りるのに！)
それも一緒！「彼らが 彼らの犯罪を知っているから！」
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Instant healing
-
relaxmax CAN
-
SEEING
and
TIME TRAVEL
-
ONLY relaxmax
CAN
SEE!
-
SEEING
-
If you are
in the garden
and
“SEE” apple tree…
Everyone might see things
differently…(but it’s ONE TREE!)
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If
someone saw
fallen apple
…
for some
they just “see”
and think nothing
…
for NEWTON
it’s “GRAVITY”
…
Why they didn’t see
“BEFORE”
NEWTON?
-
Because!
-
THERE
ALREADY!!!
BE! APPLE TREE!
in the GARDEN!
…
For Newton
For relaxmax
…
APPLE TREE is…
APPLE is…
(for Newton)
Universal Gravity
-
Newton
found, named?
and…taught to others!
…
TEACHING
I am WRITING HERE!
…
relaxmax SAW
ORIGINAL SIN
…
Original sin
as apple fallen
relaxmax
CAN
HEAL as TIME TRAVELLER!
-
-
SELF HEALING
about
“SEEING” (Psychic EYE “SIGHT”!)
I want to HEAL NOW!
-
relaxmax’s Psychic EYE SIGHT as WORDS
(if I SEE with WORDS, I CAN “SEE”! MORE! and … “NO MISTAKES!(no assumptions just words came to me!)”)
-
SEEING
and
TIME TRAVELLER relaxmax
-
while relaxmax is writing today… I JUST…started to “KNOW”
-
-
I CAN DO
ANYTIME
I WANT! (about “SEE”ing… about “psychic SIGHT!”)
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TIMING is NOW
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I had fear for
“TOO MUCH sight(psychic eye sight) in my past (from past life experiences)”… I saw something too scary (…as healer)
I am not that kind (I don’t “see with psychic eye sight” … my psychic eye sight is…with WORDS(not seeing! in a way!)so… I don’t have to be scared to see too much (I saw some when it needed … I don’t have to choose, it just came to me!)
I already healed my past life experiences (for SEEING with psychic eye sight ) as healer…
there is timing
when I CAN “Do”(SEE or HEAR or …) after I clean myself! (as healer)
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Photographs
is
about “how I see the world with my CAMERA”
SEEING!
-
I have particular photo of KURAMA! light!
about
my experience in the mountain!
The light!
I saw
“on that special day”
in Kurama…
-
-
about “SEEING”
and
“Timing”
-
ahh
I just remember
I wrote novel about…
Afghan
and people who can “SEE”
in that way…
-
(words came to me! in 2021 summer that was…)
-
-
TIME
and
“be”
(not present before “THEY Afghan people or I relaxmax” choose)
one of… (from MANY! how many can you see? I guess I ONLY SEE! )
-
Layer!
time of …
-
Moment
is
not a moment at all
(as you know?)
-
Point
-
There “IS”
Point
(None can “SEE”!
I am relaxmax
so I CAN!)
-
I am relaxmax
so
I CAN
write like this!
-
time of …
-
Moment
is
not a moment at all
(as you know?)
-
Point
-
There “IS”
Point
-
(None can “SEE”!
I am relaxmax
so I CAN!)
-
I am relaxmax
so
I CAN
write like this!
-
-
Psychic EYE sight
to
SEE
TIMING (as not point , moment is layers, slices, and VISIONS! as well…for me WORDS and…)
-
THIS is ABOUT TIME!
-
if
YOU CAN SEE!
(I know I relaxmax ONLY SEE! with my Psychic EYE!)
… but I know YOU HAVE NO EYES TO SEE THOSE!
-
Psychic EYE sight
I relaxmax HAVE!
-
I need to
SEE MORE
(why there is “NEED”?
for
Protection!
(from SINS
to NEXT WORLD
(Good human being only!)
-
-
habble telescope
or
micro scope
or…
something
WE Human
USE!
-
Something
to SEE
-
(and with “THAT”!(something=tools!)
Human
Start to
SEE (in a different way!
-
if
without “something”
(CAMERA and LENSE is also “something to SEE”!!)
Human being
“CAN’T”
see a thing
-
or…(no “newfound” a NEW STAR!)
anyone CAN?
-
…depending on
HOW
HUMAN
USE
their “something”!
(…their EYES! psychic eyes and WORDS for ME relaxmax!)
-
relaxmax’s APPLE
NEWTON’s APPLE
-
-
-
ANSWER
(I sometimes didn’t know but THIS IS THE ANSWER! … then
I JUST KNOW!)
-
Word
-
Words came to me!
-
xxxx
-
I
JUST
SAW
the ANSWER!
as
“WORDS”(with psychic eyes not visuals :)
-
-
SEEING
-
A NEW STAR
NEWTON’s Apple
Universal Gravity!
None knows before Newton explained it to US (I was born after NEWTON world! 1976! he found it 1665!)
-
Others Can’t SEE
Universal Gravity
in a fallen apple (but NEWTON COULD!)
-
-
I SAW (with my psychic EYE as “sight” not words!) some… as”SIGHT”
-
like
a movie (cinema!
a motion picture
a still
a picture
a story
a dream
a vision
a scenery
a …
not often
coz I CAN HEAL without SEEING(in a way! coz I SEE with WORDS!)
-
so
what will
relaxmax SEE?
-
blank
-
-
-
Light it
with MY WORDS
-
I have
no fear for
darkness
-
coz
I can
SEE “DARKNESS” itself!
with
my psychic EYE =words (not sight)
-
coz
There
“IS”
DARKNESS!
-
-
SO!
I can
LIGHT “the DARKNESS”
with MY WORDS!
-
(for who doesn’t have psychic eyes!)
they never SEE!
coz
they have NO EYES to SEE like ME relaxmax)
-
Enlightenment
-
Liblo
for somebody
to READ! I=relaxmax am writing here
-
-
It’s not DARK
THERE “IS”
Darkness and LIGHT I relaxmax have as WORDS=psychic eyes!
-
You don’t SEE?
NO! (there “IS!”)
Human with those EYES
SEE things in Darkness!
-
Darkness with
something I relaxmax
CAN
SEE! with words
aspsychic EYES!
-
-
Some has fear for Darkness…
NOT SEEING (with their psychic eyes)
I have no fear for
NO sight kind of Darkness… coz I DO SEE!
with
my psychic EYES with WORDS!
-
If those who CAN SEE well, they have fear for NOT SEEING kind of Darkness…(someone who heal with “sight” kind of psychic EYES!)
-
I was kind of surprised coz I am different kind…
-
those who heal with sight kind of psychic eyes have fear for
DARKNESS
-
I had fear for SEEING too much (scary things)
so I choose to heal with
NOT SEEING with sight
-
SEEING with words I HEAL!
-
Those
who can heal
only WHEN
they CAN SEE! (not darkness they are in!)
…has fear for
DARKNESS!
ORIGINAL SIN for them
origin
of FEAR
-
someone
who
has fear for
NOT SEEING (in darkness)
(…those who have psychic eyes, who can SEE! and heal… with “SIGHT”
I forgot exactly what Alex said to us pupils, but something similar ;D
It’s better to shoot another one hour after you might think “this enough”,
so I could push myself to visit to Ruin Yagul on the day
M.7.2 Erthquake happened( February 16, 2018 at 17:39)…
After seeing those photos (5 photos from Alex and Rebecca’s choice) ,
I realized true-self more clear than ever.
This is what I did for making dummy ( after workshop in Feb in Oaxaca, I started book-edit in May 2018 ( after I had HIMATSURI exhibition at Jyunpu elementary school in April as KG＋ )
I just sticked my photos on the wall and talked with them!
ブックダミーを作り始めたのは5月
（ワークショップの数ヶ月後、帰ってすぐにHIMATSURI show at KGでそれが終わってすぐ。）
This is what I was reading ( got when I was 15? On the road Jack kerouak , I brought with me in 2012 and I left somewhere ( I know where it was, I hope to get it back if its still there… hopefully!)
I didn’t know that there was big earth quake until I got back home in Oaxaca city centro.
My friend told me, and I just cryed…!
I felt my vision somehow cleared by shock of earthquake (It didn’t happen where I was … on the road, but there was!)
I cried, and thank god and nature.
Then I finished my edit of Oaxaca magic ( choice was almost as I selected , few photos my teacheres didn’t use for final edit, I was arranging in chronological order, then Alex and Rebecca helped me to seaquence images in different order with their VISIONs)
ワークショップで生まれた別の作品
other gift from the workshop… Ritual of Lent in Oaxaca “LOS DIABLOS”
２０１２年の旅で生まれた別の作品 Other gifts from the my days on the road in 2012
Beauty
Moment in Eternity
Tranquility in their garden
though climate change have destroyed precious nature and daily life around the globe.
My photos can heal viewers.
Healed person with new vision can create new way of life in their ordinary life
like “Living in the garden of life”
As One family on planet Earth
My prayer is creating NEW EARTH in this universe.
Like a moss
We are part of the universe.
What we choose for our future
at this point of our lifetime?
How can we live with truth in the world of lies?(like news about radioactive in Fukushima )
We meditate in the garden of life and search the truth in us at my exhibition where you can relax yourself with inner guidance…you can always find your truth inside you.
Llisten in tranquility
Pray for World Peace
Unseen power of
Vision,Thoughtful words,
Love and Prayer
will create the new doors of possibility…this is “Garden of Life”.
My father hit mom and she lost her teeth and blood… and…
I didn’t see it coz I was staying friend’s house… only my sis and mom and FATHER… and it happened that night. I just heard the story… mom was trying to escape from my father and … she run into sis’s room… (she can lock). My father is not violent … but ONLY THAT NIGHT… it happened. They drunk a bit but i guess not too much. (My father was drinking at mama’s bar and they came back home… ) After their divorce, they were trying to get back together but it didn’t happen that way…)
I really liked my father but he was always not AT HOME! (… so I was thinking I had no father …)
MY FATHER is always NOT AT HOME! (coz my parents are divorced)
Last time I met my father was when I was 16… then I didn’t see my father for 19!!!! years!
-
I wanted but…
My mom didn’t want me to meet him! (after he hit her, she was scared…)
I asked couple of times but my mom didn’t give me my father’s phone number…
I remember… when I was 20 (SEIJIN ritual of ASDULT in Japan was 20! :) , and… when I was 27 … ( I was living in Bristol so it was difficult to meet my father… ( didn’t know when I could come back to JP… so I wanted to meet my father and show my husband!) and…
I didn’t see it happened THAT NIGHT! (I was away) … so! I really wanted to meet My father… I know I really liked my father coz he was always not with ME!
When my mom was in hospital for her heart disease, I decided I wanted to see my father… coz I didn’t want to meet him for his funeral (for the first and the last one to meet my father…:( ) I was smoking at hospital (talking with my sis ), and asked my sis if she wanted to meet father… answer was …(she didn’t want to…)
My sis saw my mom’s blood THAT NIGHT so… it was her decision NOT TO MEET FATHER. I guess she didn’t have much memory of FATHER … this is another reason why! (My parents divorced when my sis was 0! (and I was 4…)
In the MOVIE (my novel my poem! 2人のママン！),
I was thinking of my sister
when I was writing this …” xxxxxxx(i’ll show you later where!)”
-
HIS WORD in the movie
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My sis cried at father’s funeral, she didn’t know if she cry… She was thinking she didn’t have any feeling at all towards father but…
On the day my father fly away to next world, the sky was SO BLUE.
I didn’t see my father for 19 years for some resons… When my mom got serious heart disorder, I thought I didn’t want to see my father for his funeral …so I decided to see my father in 2011… I only have one photo of him from that day with my i-phone. He passed away 6th Jan 2014, my photo was used for his last portrait. Why I didn’t take photo of him with SLR? After the funeral, we went to hot spring to heal our souls… People die twice. First, death of the body. Second, fade away from our memories… But my father never die twice…. THANK YOU DAD! On the day my father fly away to next world, the sky was SO BLUE.
いろいろな事情があって、父には19年会わなかった。 2010年、母が大きな病気をしたとき、ふと、父の葬式で彼と再会するのが最期だとしたら嫌だなと思った。 2011年、決心して父に会うことにした。 その時、携帯で撮影した写真ぐらいしか彼の写真を持っていない。 2014年1月6日、突然父が亡くなった。その写真が遺影として使われてとても嬉しかった。 どうしてちゃんと一眼レフで撮っていなかったんだろう？ そうして彼の葬式の後、家族で吉野へ旅へ出た。 人は二度死ぬという。 一度めは、肉体の死。 二度めは、人というものは、だんだん忘れてしまうということ。 それならば、父は二度死ぬことはない。 THANK YOU MY DAD… 2014年、彼が旅立った時に見た空はとても青かった。 (words inspired by トーマの心臓/萩尾望都)
神の手 (relaxmax’s hand ) :)
