Beauty
Moment in Eternity
Tranquility in their garden
though climate change have destroyed precious nature and daily life around the globe.
My photos can heal viewers.
Healed person with new vision can create new way of life in their ordinary life
like “Living in the garden of life”
As One family on planet Earth
My prayer is creating NEW EARTH in this universe.
Like a moss
We are part of the universe.
What we choose for our future
at this point of our lifetime?
How can we live with truth in the world of lies?(like news about radioactive in Fukushima )
We meditate in the garden of life and search the truth in us at my exhibition where you can relax yourself with inner guidance…you can always find your truth inside you.
Llisten in tranquility
Pray for World Peace
Unseen power of
Vision,Thoughtful words,
Love and Prayer
will create the new doors of possibility…this is “Garden of Life”.
My father hit mom and she lost her teeth and blood… and…
I didn’t see it coz I was staying friend’s house… only my sis and mom and FATHER… and it happened that night. I just heard the story… mom was trying to escape from my father and … she run into sis’s room… (she can lock). My father is not violent … but ONLY THAT NIGHT… it happened. They drunk a bit but i guess not too much. (My father was drinking at mama’s bar and they came back home… ) After their divorce, they were trying to get back together but it didn’t happen that way…)
I really liked my father but he was always not AT HOME! (… so I was thinking I had no father …)
MY FATHER is always NOT AT HOME! (coz my parents are divorced)
Last time I met my father was when I was 16… then I didn’t see my father for 19!!!! years!
-
I wanted but…
My mom didn’t want me to meet him! (after he hit her, she was scared…)
I asked couple of times but my mom didn’t give me my father’s phone number…
I remember… when I was 20 (SEIJIN ritual of ASDULT in Japan was 20! :) , and… when I was 27 … ( I was living in Bristol so it was difficult to meet my father… ( didn’t know when I could come back to JP… so I wanted to meet my father and show my husband!) and…
I didn’t see it happened THAT NIGHT! (I was away) … so! I really wanted to meet My father… I know I really liked my father coz he was always not with ME!
When my mom was in hospital for her heart disease, I decided I wanted to see my father… coz I didn’t want to meet him for his funeral (for the first and the last one to meet my father…:( ) I was smoking at hospital (talking with my sis ), and asked my sis if she wanted to meet father… answer was …(she didn’t want to…)
My sis saw my mom’s blood THAT NIGHT so… it was her decision NOT TO MEET FATHER. I guess she didn’t have much memory of FATHER … this is another reason why! (My parents divorced when my sis was 0! (and I was 4…)
In the MOVIE (my novel my poem! 2人のママン！),
I was thinking of my sister
when I was writing this …” xxxxxxx(i’ll show you later where!)”
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HIS WORD in the movie
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My sis cried at father’s funeral, she didn’t know if she cry… She was thinking she didn’t have any feeling at all towards father but…
On the day my father fly away to next world, the sky was SO BLUE.
I didn’t see my father for 19 years for some resons… When my mom got serious heart disorder, I thought I didn’t want to see my father for his funeral …so I decided to see my father in 2011… I only have one photo of him from that day with my i-phone. He passed away 6th Jan 2014, my photo was used for his last portrait. Why I didn’t take photo of him with SLR? After the funeral, we went to hot spring to heal our souls… People die twice. First, death of the body. Second, fade away from our memories… But my father never die twice…. THANK YOU DAD! On the day my father fly away to next world, the sky was SO BLUE.
いろいろな事情があって、父には19年会わなかった。 2010年、母が大きな病気をしたとき、ふと、父の葬式で彼と再会するのが最期だとしたら嫌だなと思った。 2011年、決心して父に会うことにした。 その時、携帯で撮影した写真ぐらいしか彼の写真を持っていない。 2014年1月6日、突然父が亡くなった。その写真が遺影として使われてとても嬉しかった。 どうしてちゃんと一眼レフで撮っていなかったんだろう？ そうして彼の葬式の後、家族で吉野へ旅へ出た。 人は二度死ぬという。 一度めは、肉体の死。 二度めは、人というものは、だんだん忘れてしまうということ。 それならば、父は二度死ぬことはない。 THANK YOU MY DAD… 2014年、彼が旅立った時に見た空はとても青かった。 (words inspired by トーマの心臓/萩尾望都)
I’m not “2003relaxmax” who was living in Easton council flat In Bristol… (now I live in Osaka)
I see
Banksy
as
Poser
Stealer
…and on Commercial Way? (like WAR itself?!)
Banksy!
is not same “Banksy 2003″ as
…(was he REAL?)
なんかなー
(、、、2003年ではないからか
こういうの見ても
「やらせ」？
と思うようになってしまったrelaxmax)
たぶん
2002年のブリストルで結婚してイーストンのカウンシルフラット
に住んでるrelaxmax
ではない(今20年以上たってる)
からだな！
バンクシーの
Existencilism
all artwork is real
って書いてた
本を買った2003！
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差出人: relaxmax <relaxmaxontheroad@gmail.com> 日時: 2023年12月24日 9:36:46 JST 件名:2003年にExsistencilism”All art work is real”て書いてる本を買ったブリストルイーストンに住んでたrelaxmaxが20年後に思うバンクシーの「こまーしゃりずむ」
新作らしい
Banksy’s something(is it ART?)… I just saw on insta…(5min after he(?) posted… )
コメントは
「えー」
My comment was
“えー” ( face with blue …don’t know how I call it)
って顔文字(まだ盗まれる前！多分ポストして5分後ぐらいに「たまたま」^_^みかけたインスタ！)
I saw insta before it was stollen…
あの顔文字入れよー(最初に思ったこと)
(顔文字 えー で入力できる)
what I thought was…
(He post this? (… guess Banksy is reading what I’m writing, then…?!?!)
I am filled with vital energy
I am my deeper mind
I am awakened
I am understanding
I am one with all life
I am righ(?)
I am worthy
I am joy
I am love
My consciousness is expanded
I am unlimited mind
I take responsibility for my life
All my debs are paid
I am fear less
I am impecable
I am humble
My psychic ability are fully developed
I know the thought of others
I know the future and my choice accordingly
My manifestation comes quickly
I can create anything I want
I am prepared for change
I accept change in my life
I live in the now
I live in the present
I genuine mind
I am a time traveller
I travel dimensionally
I command with great being
I acese (stop?) the age
My body is healed and restored
My function is at xxxxxxxx
I xxxxx xxxxx xxxxx vitality
My body is five years younger
I know what I want
All that I have to have I get
I am protected
I am xxx
I forgiveness and xxxx a new
tie will be done
so be it
コレも
宇山のおじいちゃん
おばあちゃんの
「偽プリント」
のあたりに置いてあった。。。
(あんなとこまで見てるの？
知ってるの？
テマスカル？
「その言葉の意味」！
というぐらい
magico mexicoについて知っている
「そのオリジナルの彼の書いたhand writing 」
直筆を盗んで
偽のメモ
残して行きたかった人！
えー
ひどー
このかんじやったら
National Insurance number
とか
Marriage certificate (VALさんの直筆！亡くなったジョナサンのお母さん！！)
Listen in Spatial Audio on Apple Music → music.apple.com/gb/album/acros…
It’s one of the best lyrics I’ve written. In fact, it could be the best. It’s good poetry, or whatever you call it, without chewing it. See, the ones I like are the ones that stand as words without melody. They don’t have to have any melody, like a poem you can read them.
I was lying next to my first wife in bed, you know, and I was irritated. She must have been going on and on about something and she’d gone to sleep and I’d kept hearing these words over and over, flowing like an endless stream. I went downstairs and it turned into sort of a cosmic song rather than an irritated song, rather than a, ‘Why are you always mouthing off at me?’ or whatever, right?
But the words stand, luckily, by themselves. They were purely inspirational and were given to me as ‘boom!’ I don’t own it, you know; it came through like that. I don’t know where it came from, what meter it’s in, and I’ve sat down and looked at it and said, ‘Can I write another one with this meter?’
It’s so interesting: ‘Words are flying out like endless rain into a paper cup, they slither while they pass they slip away across the universe.’ Such an extraordinary meter and I can never repeat it! It’s not a matter of craftsmanship, it wrote itself. It drove me out of bed. I didn’t want to write it, I was just slightly irritable and I went downstairs and I couldn’t get to sleep until I put it on paper, and then I went to sleep.
It’s like being possessed, like a psychic or a medium. The thing has to go down. It won’t let you sleep, so you have to get up, make it into something, and then you’re allowed to sleep. That’s always in the middle of the bloody night, when you’re half awake or tired and your critical facilities are switched off.
ACROSS THE UNIVERSE.
Words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup
They slither while they pass
They slip away across the universe
Pools of sorrow waves of joy
Are drifting through my opened mind
Possessing and caressing me
Jai guru dev a ॐ
Nothing’s gonna change my world
Nothing’s gonna change my world
Nothing’s gonna change my world
Nothing’s gonna change my world
Images of broken light which dance before me like a million eyes
They call me on and on across the universe
Thoughts meander like a restless wind inside a letter box
They tumble blindly
As they make their way across the universe
Jai guru dev a ॐ
Nothing’s gonna change my world
Nothing’s gonna change my world
Nothing’s gonna change my world
Nothing’s gonna change my world
Sounds of laughter shades of life are ringing through my open ears
Inciting and inviting me
Limitless undying love which shines around me like a million suns
And calls me on and on
Across the universe
Jai guru dev a ॐ
Nothing’s gonna change my world
Nothing’s gonna change my world
Nothing’s gonna change my world
Nothing’s gonna change my world
Jai guru dev a ॐ
Jai guru dev a ॐ
Jai guru dev a ॐ
Jai guru dev a ॐ
Jai guru dev a ॐ
Jai guru dev a ॐ
I thought “Follow the Light Within” is the first photo book I designed,…
BUT!!!
“relaxmax on the road”
is the first one I designed!
photographs from Morocco
“under the blue sky of Morocco” !!!
I was working for Design company in 2004(till 2006?)
There was ” Mac, photoshop, illustrator , and CANON PRINTER!!”
I scanned my VELVIA with Canon printer (it had scanner as well!).
Black is beautiful!
It was when I learned how to use illustrator (I learned by myself! at office:) , … ah okay! so “how to make trim mark”? A3 new file , A4 trim mark…? haha kind of Age!
I designed in 2005 or 2006(? before my exhibition at the party! )
A4 book (kind of poster zine)
and
A3 poster design
relaxmax on the road
I sent my book (portfolio)
to CANON new cosmos (guess in 2006?)
…and
I got COMMENT from DAIDO!
saying
“portfolio(book) is better”
(than VELVIA print?)
I was 30? at that time … and now DAIDO is 85!
Happy birthday DAIDO! and
Please take care ( I read he was in hospital in his 80s once…) and
Mr. and Mrs. Nakagawa was traveling together (15? years it said in Obi from newspaper in Australia?) on Earth! (70s! it was 360 yen = 1USD!) worked and saved up in NY for 2 years and got his Camera…( They didn’t fly (maybe no FLIGHT? kind of “AGE”? … they travel by SHIP!)
After long journey, Mr. Nakagawa had exhibition in Ginza, met Mr. Katsui! he was so into Mr. Nakagawa’s photos ! so! Photo book “TIMELESS” designed by Mitsuo Katsui was born!
Mr. Katsui is (really really Famous Designer! …(but when I was in my 20s I didn’t know much about him…his Design at MOMA(don’t know which one …) and He was art director for Osaka Expo! in 60s!
TIMELESS
is the first book I got
after I thought, Okay! I want to take photos! more:)!! (in Morocco, I met children in the dessert and they said “It’s tranquil here…relaxmax)
Alex はたぶんオンラインで読むことできるrelaxmaxの写真集見たことあると思うけど！
(リンクは送ったかなー^_^昔！)
(下)Alexが次に出す本
I guess Alex Webb read my photobook online (I sent him link years ago! after workshop in 2018!)
His new book (I saw on his insta, looked similar to “TIMELESS” (or Magico Mexico! It’s same size! ) … I wonder what size is it (Alex’s dislocations … I just saw on the net so difficult to tell but …
then I remembered!
his other book (with his wife)
Waves (landscape photo , Wave! ) design is like the one I did for Magico Mexico!
like these pages! :)
、、、それで思い出したけど
Alex のランドスケープ(FUJIの中判カメラみたいな！)Waves！の海(横長に見開きデザインで、、「ランドスケープ」) アレ！も、、、けっこー私デザインの(、、、この本とか別の本！)
double-page spread！！！
( for landscapes ! I designed in 2018! for my photobook “Magico Mexico”!)
見開きでコレ！^_^5000BCの壁画！
RUINAS YAGUL Oaxaca Mexico2018 relaxmax on the road雲に誘われてコレは2012！^_^
(ココも好き！別の街！2回行った^_^)DÍA DE LOS CUERVA
CAVE DAY 2012!
the last night meal from WS! , then I was at Zocalo, thinking … ah I really love this feeling! so difficult to go back HOME :)! ( to my friend’s house to sleep…!)
and take some photos of HEART! mangroves! New Caledonia!
I know it will be not SAME!
Change is part of Nature:)
I want to fly
and SEE with my eyes! (not drone age)
I will SEE with my OWN EYES and LIGHTS within ME!
like Yann did in 1992:)
I got postcard book from my husband in 2002 (We saw his exhibition in 2002 summer and he knew I really like Yann!!!)…more than 20 years ago…when I was living in Bristol.
