So why it’s on my Book “BANKSY’s Bristol Home Sweet Home”!!!!????
It’s same book but (cover, title: but “inside”! (Contents, photos and words!!!!)
“DIFFERENT BOOK!
Rob san stole my book (originally Cheba sent me, then I received 2007 Dec!)
I don’t know “WHEN” Rob san did it…
prob in 2014 or 2015? (Rob san was staying at Mamasan flat!), while I had shower or bathroom or…(I wasn’t in my room, but Mama san was almost always!!!! Next door!(next room, could hear kind of TV noise from Living room…!)
When I was reading (in 2021, after 14years? Or something like that!),
-1- I was thinking…where is “THAT photo?” (Of Cashing machine near castle green )
-2- “something I don’t know” (invisible one near st.Marks rd. where I had meal (wedding meal!) with J’s folks and grand mother!) … I was thinking, maybe I forgot about this? or…ah! And “2000 photos guy”! (This episode was not on the ONE I received from Cheba!!!!!!!
-3- 2000 Arnolfini show (before Banksy moved to LONDON!), Grant (from Massive Attack bought Banksy’s artwork there! …this is what I read in 2007!!!(the ONE I received from CHEBA in 2007!!!!!!!!!!!)
詳しくは…if you want to read more… link is here (I wrote it, it’s in Japanese tho)
、、、 うわー
ピンクゴリラ 2011！ (2007 NOV 6000 copyて書いてる本！)になんで載ってるの！
PINK GORILLA on the book
which Rob san …stole mine!!(ORIGINAL ONE!!! I received from Cheba 2007 DEC!!!!),
and left
“something different!!!!!!”
It says…
“2007
6000 copies!!!!!!!!!!!”
ショック
本当にロブさんに「そんなこと！」
やられてる泣泣(いつ？)
I don’t know when Rob san did it :(
It’s really shocking! I didn’t notice (about his “this lie”!!!) I haven’t doubt about it…!
FUKUSHIMA disaster in 2011!
I wrote to Rob san saying about “Black Rain”!
and We talked on the phone before Rob san came to Japan…
It was after 311, so I said something like this… “Better not to come, coz it might be raining (BLACK RAIN!!!!!!!)”
BLACK RAIN!!!
But Rob san came to Japan and staying at my Mamasan’s flat for a week.
He said
“I come coz I love you” :(
something like this …
what kind of LOVE?????
Then “DOMMUNE” for GO IN A GOOD WAY promotion!
(Why only Kuranaka and Rob san got money?
Why THEY MADE ME SLAVE 2011-2023…???????)
My cover photo, and inside!!! (Naoshima and Kanazawa!)
2011311 津波 FUKUSHIMA
I love you とかいいながら ロブさん日本に入国！(私はブラックレイン降るかもしれないから、来なくていいよと言ったんだけど、危ないかもしれないし！) それで、DOMMUNEで「prayer for Japan」 (雨、降ってたと思うけど！！！被曝させないで！クラナカくん！私に！君とロブさんだけ2011-2023お金儲けたの？あの私撮影の写真(ジャケット写真！！3点 ちなみに 金沢と直島)
We (relaxmax and Rob san) split in 2011.
It was so … disgusting separation! Hooker sent me email (robluzbrazzos!) to me, somehow she got my hotmail so
I HAD TO CHANGE MY BUSINESS MAIL (main one! which was on my FB) to other email add…
ROBLUZBRAZZOS was saying…
“ALL JAPANESE MUST DIE FROM TSUNAMI”… Rob san was writing to me “sorry”…
when I said about my emai add (how robluzbrazzos got mine?, Rob san said “Ikue is wrong ” coz my email was on FB page in 2011… so I had to erase my email add from my FB…in 2011!)
2011の後 ロブさんとは別れてる
Rob san said “I want to take care of Ikue chan and Mama san” お母さんのことまで面倒みてくれるんや！(結婚して)いい人やな！って思ってたんだけど、、、(前の奥さんとは別居中、その人との結婚指輪は抜いていたロブさん) We (me and Rob san) split in 2011, when I met Rob san in 2008, Rob san had wife “EMI SMITH” (Japanese living in BRISTOL?) , Rob san had marriage ring!
(Rob san said he got married coz Emi’s Visa situation!!!)
I had sex with Rob san in Croatia 2008! coz he said,
“he (Rob san) will split with his WIFE(EMI) and get marry with me relaxmax”!
(something like this)
(… this kind of scum and he made me slave 2008-2023??!!??!!)
Outlook 2008 photo by relaxmax In this photo, he had marriage ring (later, he erased this ring from this photo)…and Rob san met My Mama san and he was staying with US (uyama) FAMILY in Osaka Japan…ここ指輪写ってる、奥さんとは別れると言われたからセックスしたけど！(この後指輪は抜いてマママさんの家、実家来てたけど、大阪！)
Rob san with BABEL 2010 (near mamasan’s flat)…few days? later (…or the DATE was on naked girl PHOTO!) this photo was kind of last day in Osaka…and I went to airport with Rob san next day he was going to Philippine… (he wanted to “upload same photo” on twitter (like boyfriend and girlfriend)…anyway)
Rob san with NAKED GIRL (HOOKER ) in his ARM ! (After SEX!) kind of photo, hooker (gogo bar !?) girl sent me in 2011…(and saying ” ALL JAPANESE MUST DIE from TSUNAMI”…!!!泣 traumatic experience !
I don’t know when Rob san did it!!!(stole my book from my room at Mamasan’s flat)
2008,2009,2010,2011(march! Just After FUKUSHIMA!!!),2014,2015,2018…Rob san was staying at Mamasan’s flat.
2012, 2013 Rob san just came for OKONOMIYAKI (he didn’t sleep in my ROOM at Mamasan’s)… I haven’t met Rob san since 2018! (Coz Rob san didn’t turn up in 2019 ドタキャン！)
So…maybe 2014? Or 2015? Rob san did it? Rob san stole my BOOK (which cheba sent me anf I received in 2007 NOV) from my room (at Mama san’s).
After We (me and Rob san) split up, I slept with Rob san (in 2013 summer I was thinking We in proper relationship…) coz Rob san was playing a record at his living room (fishpond!), “You came back to my life” (the title!, can’t remember exact title tho…!) … Rob san was opening the door (of his CAR!) for me (when We go for a shopping to Morrison’s or where was it? Haha) saying “MRS.(って奥さんて、、、)”… scum (is he? 泣)… but then anyway We (me and Rob san) didn’t meet after this for “1 YEAR”…so… I had sex with Rob san in 2014 summer (Rob san was staying at Mamasan’s) … Rob san didn’t wear condom (for protection for me! For HERPES!!!), He told me “LIE”!(about herpes..:( )…and I met Rob san in 2015 summer, Rob san was saying ” He didn’t have money, LEAST in his LIFE”(he was selling female trousers (charity shop hunting, then got few quid… drinking wine from noon, and making music…he was saying for him 100 quid tires cost bit of CASH for him ( something like this)”.
anyway, after 2011, Me and Rob san wasn’t in proper relationship (Rob san had sex with me without condom, then MADE ME SLAVE !?!? Whaaaat! CDs how many CDs? 2009 Good Energy, 2011 Go in a Good Way, Mix work in DUB 2015, Blue Sky Love 2016… :( :( :( )
ママさんは隣にいるけど
それでも
「ロブさん盗んだの？私の部屋からあの本」
ROB san stole my book which I received from CHEBA in 2007 ” Banksy’s Bristol Home Sweet Home”
while MAMA san was in next room? (Mamasan’s flat is kind of “normal sized 3LDK) I could hear TV noise from Living room (where Mama san is watching TV) … and maybe
CD 2009 GOOD ENERGY
as well?
(もしかしたらCDも？、、ペブのレーベルの！GOOD ENERGY !)
WHEN I DESIGNED, (and received CD 2 of them! from Rob san in 2009) …
and
CD GOOD ENERGY I have here
(one sealed, and one I opened then didn’t see since 2009…?)
When I saw in 2022(was it?) …
CREDIT was different
…Rob san also stole them? (2 CD which from Rob san in 2009!!!!) then He left SOMETHING
DIFFERENT CDs(inside CREDIT! About “RELAXMAX”!!!!)
I guess 2009, Mama san had to work hard (morning 3 times a week and 6 nights a week! 3 days (morning till night!! ) For mamasan, it was hard time in 2009! 2010!(heart! Serious, in hospital 2 weeks! in her LIFE!!! ) so WHY? Rob san didn’t realize poverty in our family (Uyama family, single mum!!) Rob san was alone or with YUKI (my sis) … prob ONLY ROB san was in Mamasan’s flat ?sometime in 2009? … maybe not?)
Let there be light. We are originally one light from the universe …
Flowers, butterflies, trees, and We human are all part of the universe. Everything We see reminds us that we’ve came from the light.
We find the god in the nature …it’s the reflection of the light within us.
Enjoy each moment and meditate with sacred light in mt.KURAMA with my photos.
I wish all souls are healed and awaken in the light with divine love. Remember the light within your heart!
These photos are from the series “ Light within” (http://relaxmaxontheroad.com/#lightwithin)
Photos as the medicine which allows you to expand self healing power…! Powerful Light energy from sacred mount KURAMA!
Note// In Kurama-dera they believe Sonten.
(Sonten is the “Living Soul of the universe”, the “Glorious Light”, and the”Activity of the Soul”)
Andrew Weatherall (r.i.p)にBobby (primal scream)、、Steve Bucknell lost にはたどり着けなかった…拾ったフライヤーはNinja TuneのBlue Noteのパーティ、それドラムンDJやってた友達にあげて、確か彼らは行った。（ロンドンからポストカードもらってそこに行って踊ったって報告もらった気がする笑！）
(Use auto translate , I wrote this in Japanese for now…)
Me in kimono ’96
Photo by Ikeno photo studio in Osaka
Portrait of ME 20 years old.
In Japan We have ritual called “SEIJIN SHIKI 成人式“
We dress up in Kimono (this Kimono my mam bought me when I was 15) and take portrait
I only wear this special KIMONO called FURISIDE 振袖(ふりそで) which means long sleeve kimono , 3times in my life(20 for seijin, 24 for my friend’s wedding , 41 for my selfie at Tenryuji coz I wanted to have special selfie)
FURISODE 振袖 is expensive special one,( so why don’t we Japanese wear Kimono that much or is it only me?)
How many times in my life, I would wear this FURISODE?
This year 2021, it’s difficult to get together (No成人式in some areas in Japan),
I wish someday They(new 20 boys and girls 新成人さんたち)could get together after CORONA world!
The sudden strong wind
Will stop in the morning,
A passing rain shower
Never kept raining.
Who does it?
It’s Heaven and Earth…it’s Nature.
Heaven and Earth
Can not
Be same
Forever…so how come?
How Human can?
Those who learned Tao
Is
A person who is
One with “The Way”,
Those who have big influence on society,
A Man of virtue,
Blessed
Worth having good man
Is
A person who is
One with Goodness,
Those who has lost
Is
A person who is
The one with “lost way” itself.
One with “The Way”,
“The Way”
Also
Seek and Find
The One with “The Way”,
One with Virtue,
Virtue
Also
Could Find
One with Virtue
Easy and Fun Way,
One with “lost way” itself,
Those who have lost
Also
Understand and Master
Lost itself.
WORDS
Without
Honesty and Truth,
None
Can
TRUST.
Lao Tzu Tao Ching
Relaxmax 訳 (Translation from Chinese to English)
All Things Pass – Lao-Tzu
From: “Psychedelic Prayers”, page 51
All things pass
A sunrise does not last all morning
All things pass
A cloudburst does not last all day
All things pass
Nor a sunset all night
All things pass
What always changes?
(from translations adapted by Timothy Leary [1920-1996])===============================
Lao-Tzu (ca. 6th century BC) is traditionally considered the author of the Tao Te Ching and the founder of Taoism. Timothy Leary was a Harvard professor and advocate for the use of LSD to expand conciousness. He compiled this version of the poem from a collection of English translations.
I wrote this short story in English in 2022(in Japanese 2000? Or…it’s not murakami’s Vanishing Elephant, so Panda is in China (not vanished …) in 2023.)
I wrote this after watching PANDA!(or I should say “HANAMI”!
In Kobe (OUJI zoo)…
Some panda went back to home(china)…pls find out more (you can google it… I saw about Japan(2), USA(1),France(1)…
I love PANDA
Panda for friendship:)!
Hope NEW panda is coming to JP again!
-
2024/3/31 Panda Tan Tan has gone to…( heaven! てんごくかな！^_^
これ 2010年のロブさん ママさん家実家の近所 散歩中
2009 release !
